Halo, cantikku.
Selamat tanggal lima yang pertama untuk kita. Dirgahayu aku dan kamu! Aku seneng sekali bisa lewatin tanggal ini bareng-bareng sama kamu, nggak ada yang lebih menyenangkan tentang itu sayang.
Menurut kamu, kenapa aku selalu manggil kamu cantikku atau cantiknya aku? Mungkin kalimat 'cantikku.' terdengar sederhana dan biasa jika kamu baca lagi, tapi, pernah tahu nggak apa maknanya? cantikku atau cantiknya aku, untuk kamu, adalah wujud cantiknya dunia buat aku.
Everything in you is so beautiful to me, but this is not the reason i love you, i love you because you're proof that love exists again in my world.
Semua itu memang benar, karena bagi aku, keseluruhan diri kamu itu cantik sayang. Diri kamu adalah wujud cantiknya itu. Bagaimana cara kamu menyikapi segala keadaan, itu sempurna dan cantik, aku suka sekali gimana kamu mau coba hal apapun dan mau memahami segala perasaan juga pemikiran setiap orang yang berbeda, unik dan menarik.
Cara kamu berkomunikasi dengan aku, temanmu ataupun yang di sekeliling kamu, buat aku mikir "Mau sesempurna apa lagi pacar gue ini?" Aku sampai ada dititik itu, banyak hal yang aku pelajari dari kamu dan akupun mau belajar tentang itu. Hari-hari aku sekarang dipenuhi dengan kamu, hal sekecil apapun semua terasa ada kamu disana, terima kasih sudah memenuhi hati aku dengan kamu sayang.
SE SEMPURNA INI PACARKU, WOI.
And,
I think,
To love and to be loved, well sometimes it's scary because love is never safe for everyone, right? but it's worth it, if it's with you. The risk I take, was worth it, because the person it's you.
When you first meet me, you already know i'm a piece of shit when it comes to love, right? Love is one giant mess of chemical reactions. It's the kind of thing that shakes your world and turns it into a blender of thoughts. Love is something complicated. And back then, I, don't get along with complicated.
Yes, love is complicated, but it's worth the headaches, because i meet you. And, now, thank you for being with me, and waiting for me, Belva. Right now, you can trust your heart to me. I take care of you, for everything.
So, Let me be the warmest hug when your world feels heavy, let me be a listener when many things make you tired, let me be the one who makes you happy when your day hurts, let me be your everything for every day.
Okay? Will you let me?
———-
5, about falling in love with you.
1. Falling in love with you is healing
You helping me at my vulnerable time, you lending me a trust, love and arms. It is reaching me out, make me believe again, oh, there's is love, called Belva.
2. Falling in love with you is reassuring
Your love is my sanctuary, a place where I find solace and strength. It is in the comfort of your arms that I discover the truest form of peace. Your presence in my life is like a lighthouse, guiding me through the darkest nights
3. Falling in love with you is home coming
Your love giving me warmth, you'd give me the world to me as I'd give the world to you. Home is where the heart is, and there's is you. Because it's turns out that i can feel a home when i'm with you, i can share laugh, love and everything with you. It's not just a place to belong, but also a home to lay my heart down.
4. Falling in love with you is forever
To knowing the meaning being with you is me realize that we dont get to pick or choose who to keep and who to lose, but, I'm begging to God, for you to be my forever and for me to be your forever. Let's try our best to stay together forever, shall we?
5. Falling in love with you, is the easiest thing.
Falling for you is easy, because you're the beautiful things combined. No need to explain that. You're the prettiest thing I've ever seen. Loving. Caring. Stunning. Everything.
So, happy our's day sayang.
When i say my home is you, i mean it.
This chapter,
and our story
will continue.
Ps. Ketemu di 500000000000 tahun selanjutnya sama aku.
