Star And Mr. Moon - [When Silence Speaks Louder]

CHAPTER 46 - Vacation Days!

And time flies quickly then one can ever though...

And once again, The feeling came barging in...

And once again...

Chawarin felt as if he was trapped with no other solutions... With no other possible option nor a way out...

Helpless.

That's what he felt to be precise.

3 Months,

3 Weeks,

And 4 Days,

And without Chawarin realizing, it's been officially the fourth month he spent his life here as a human being. And from his calculations, it's obviously less than half of 6 months to go before the 'deadline'.

And if you think that Chawarin is not scared and feels anxious about that, you are dead wrong... There's not a single night where he didn't think about it. Day by day, he felt as if the guilt was eating him alive. And soon about to swallow him whole.

To think that he just taking someone from someone's life...

Putting himself in Zee's grandma's shoes and POV, This is totally a hurtful and unfair reality... To get abandoned and about to lose your one and only bloodline... This is completely heartbreaking news for anybody.

If Chawarin was about to lose someone that he loves like this, he would also feel that the world is being cruel and unfair to himself and that's why... He totally understands it when Zee's grandmother suddenly ignores him like this.

The one, who will take his one and only grandson's life away.

"I warned you, Napping Star... Don't you ever come and talk to me again if the mission is still not complete"

And that was the word that he received from Mrs. Ping the moment he tries to say something to her.

"I don't want to hear a single sound out of you... If you still can't figure out how to save my poor grandson from his unjustified death. You deceiver. He must have gone mad because of you..."

'Deceiver?'

'Is that what I am?'

And Chawarin cannot stop himself but being doubtful.

'Definitely.'

'I am not far...from being a deceiver aren't I?'

Lost into the blue, Chawarin questions that within himself. And as the sun rises to the top of his head, he raises his hands to the sky, covering the light that came into his eyes. And under the shades of the tree, the sunlight slips through in between his fingers as the thought comes flooding in his mind,

'If I let Zee die, it means I am a deceiver...'

Chawarin slowly closed his eyes, feeling the gentle wind that caress his hair softly.

'but if I let Zee live...even without me... Would he think that I deceived him too?'

He felt trapped. Stuck because he couldn't choose which option was better. To deceive everyone here because Zee wants to stay with him forever, Or to deceive their promises so that Zee can still live in this world even without him.

And after spending his time outside in the garden, daydreaming for an hour, he finally decided to get inside as the weather is getting hotter. And as Chawarin stepped inside the house, it felt... quieter than usual.

Zee was not here...as he was urgently off to Bangkok this early morning. He got some unavoidable matter that he needs to settle there first. And of course, Chawarin cannot follow Zee as he doesn't have any ID to go on a plane.