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                              Author's pov:

A small petite boy with a dark brown long hair, long lashes like a goddess he woke up by sunlight hitting his pale skin, his pinky lips opened wide as he let out a yawn getting irritated by the sunlight for bothering his beautiful sleep, Eyes got widen, doe eyes shown making an ojo expression. "Holy moly cow!. I'm late!" He faked cry, immediately stand from his bed to take a quick shower.

                             Jungkook's pov:

Once i reached out to our school gate, i got welcomed by one of my friend's gaze, he wrapped his hands above my shoulder. "Yaa! Stop arriving late, you might get a detention!." He voluble.

I whined by his sudden out burst "Are you scolding me?, i work day and night like a dog!, not just a dog a cute dog okay!" I reacted. Arms crossed together and had a pinky pouty lips, I glared at him by the laugh i received in return.

"Omo i'm sorry i scolded my baby kookie, my bad!" He grin. "I better receive chocolates and ice cream for an apology, Jimin hyung?" I showed my puppy eyes getting a deep sighed by him. "Alright you won, you really know the trick don't you?" He spoke as we wrapped are arms together like a good best friend. What a lie, he always eat my baked cookies, he isn't a good best friend. I shaked my head not forgetting when we always hang out to my apartment and would sneak out to my pulchritudinous kitchenette eating all out my baked cookies in secret. He is a bad hyung kookie don't be foolish.

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                               Author's pov:

The class room bell rang loudly means. "class dismissed." The professor spoke as the students packed their things and leave, Jimin a friend of Jungkook slap his back slightly to get his attention "I'll get going i have a date with yoongi." He excitedly spoke and gained a smile by Jungkook. "You're such an awful rival." Jimin did a faked cough by his sudden word. "Where did you learn to talk back like that, Omo my baby kookie is growing." He smiled like a creep and squished Jungkook's chubby cheeks leaving it pinkish. "Stop squashing my precious cheeks." He whined glaring back at Jimin looking like an angry bunny.

"Don't get jealous, I'll come to your place after your shift." He spoke earning a bunny smile by the cute petite boy and ruffled Jungkook's hair. "You better be, chim." He strictly spoke sulking like a bunny and watched Jimin vanished from that door.

                            Jungkook's pov:

"Wrong order. I asked for iced coffee not hot coffee." She spoke in impertinent tone. I bowed and apologized to her in respectful way getting frightened by the people's gaze. "I apologize for the mistakes ma'am. I'll switch it of with new one–" My words got interrupted by her grumble.
She cackled sarcastically. "No need you have no respect for the costumer anyway, wanna know how hot this coffee when i literally asked for an iced coffee?" She grin and get up from her seat before pouring the hot coffee on my apron. I squeal in agony feeling the hot coffee touched my skin and clothes. I felt self conscious on how weak i am infront of numerous people, I looked throughout with my red teary eyes and the girl just laughed at me along with her circle intimate.

I wiped my tears that was rolling down my cheeks and run outside as fast as i could like a stupid who cries like a kid. I didn't even noticed i was already infront of my apartment, breathless along with my distasteful tears. I walked inside closing the door behind me as i crouched down and cried out loud the tears that i was holding so much earlier, i hugged myself feeling the smell of hot coffee that was stained on my clothes. I felt like a burden to anyone, i felt so much insecurities all over myself, i'm already weak enough to live such a dark life for a rainbow.

I rubbed my nose, sniffling loudly. I flinched by the sudden vibration from my pocket and slide off my hand inside and get my phone. "W–What?" I stuttered. My eyes got even more watery seeing the news i just received. Wailing, as i felt a sharp pain on my chest and tighten my hold into it, bawled even more.

"Hello dear student, Jeon Jungkook we'd like to remind that you have forgotten the payment for your tuition fee for almost 7 months, We will deal for this neglect actions if it continues you will eventually drop out from college, Hope you understand." It echoes inside my mind.

I didn't forgot, i just don't have ready money for payment, working  diligently till dusk and dawn for a currency that will just vanish in a slipt of second. House bills,tuition fee. I don't even bother what to eat for a day or if i don't eat, but when it comes to my college life it's too intricate knowing my future rely upon on it.

"M–Mom,d–dad... it's t–too h–hard to l–live l–like this." stuttered, Eyes flooded with tears. "I–I m–miss y–you." Tears ran down my cheeks. I don't put the blame to my parents, i am grateful to them for being affectionate. However i wasn't prepared to face such a crucial life, i was only  13 when they died and got adopted by our relatives and abandoned me right after i turned 18. Never ever had a delightful life, every night i cried out and wished to die and never live, but what's preventing me for that to happen Needless to say, my friends and Jimin hyung. My best friend,soul mate, It ain't his fault if i want to depart this life.

I keep weeping, un bothered by the feeling of my stinging heart. I looked up searching for something mournful eyes,expressionless,impassive feelings. I grab the sharp blade that caught my eyes from the night stand, without thinking twice I was about to slit my wrist when the blade got thrown away causing me to lost my grip to it and a pair of hand turned me around facing non other than Jimin hyung. "Are fucking dumb?, why would you do such a sinful actions!" He yelp infuriated causing me to quake disliking when someone shouts. I looked at him eyes filled with so much tears. "It h–hurts." I uttered. Forceful blow on the chest and got stopped right away by Jimin pulling me closer to his embrace while i sobbed myself on the crook of his neck. "I'm sorry for shouting, it's okay i'm here." He patted my back.

"You've done this before, you almost died what would happened if i didn't came on time?, you promised to your parents that you would live a dainty life and build such a cute family. Live Jungkook, you are not alone you have me,jhope hyung,Jin hyung and eunwoo our childhood friend?. Especially yourself." He gingerly spoke.

He's right i still have some people that love and care for me but despair life messed it up.

He pulled out from the hug cupping my cheeks with his bare hands looking deeply with my shimmering eyes. "Promise me never ever do it again?, Understood?" Strict tone. I nodded head hang low. "Look how silly you're!" Worried tone comes in while he held my left hand exposing the redness that got burned from the hot coffee.

"What happened?" He asked eyes concerned but i didn't uttered any word making him sighed. "It's okay, I'll apply some ointment to prevent the infection from it." Gingerly tone. As i kept silent and winced in pain feeling the ointment attached to my burned skin. Sobbing quietly remembering the causes of it. Sniffling loudly looking with my left hand with white cloth covered around it. "Thankfully, it's only 1st degree burn." Eyes got attached to mine again.

"Would you like to tell me what's bothering you?" He asked making me sighed in distress still dealing with my heavy breathe. "I–I think i–i w–won't b–be able t–to continue m–my d–dreams." I stuttered fighting back my tears, one eyebrows lifted up looking confused as he held my soft hands caressing it softly. "Jungkookie, it's our last year in college don't waste the chance of achieving it... is it about the tuition again?, no problem i can help–" i cutted him off with my words. "No you don't have to, i'll just feel like a burned because you already helped me so much." Sorrowful.

He sighed deeply. "Look kook you ain't a burden for us we're best friend, we've been best friends since we were kids and helping you hasn't never been a problem for me because that's what a best friend is a soul mate." Gingerly. Head rises up. "Jiminie hyung i am thankful for your kindness and you've helped me alot and i'm very grateful for that but It's not your responsibility to help me with my finances."

"I know but you can't let just slide one last year in college, such a waste of opportunity kook." He eagerly spoke. "We can't help it." Dismally. We stayed quiet for a minutes in my deep thinking phase. I've been through alot when i became an orphanage it has been hard for me to fulfill my dreams as an artist, money has always been my problem, i always think if i'll be able to finish my college without struggling with finances. It's hard even though Jimin and the others helped me alot with their money but every time they helped me i felt like a plague.

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