Smalltown Boy

epilogue

08:32

Amari woke up like it was a normal day, it was to him. He opened his eyes slowly, looking around, feeling the bus still driving.
He looked in direction of Bill, excepting to see a sweet asleep Bill, but what he saw instead was horrific.

Bill's body face was white, his lips were blue.
And Amari knew what that mean.
He sat quickly and shook Bill by his shoulders.
"Bill!! BILL!" he screamed in horror.
Bill's body was colder than a river in winter.

Amari looked around, and saw what Bill did when he was asleep, a bottle of vodka almost empty was on the bed, syringues were on the nightstand, xanax were out of their box, and a rail of cocaine was ready next to it.

Amari figured out, Bill ended his life alone.

Another scream from Amari woke everyone up.

9:01

Everyone got out of the bus, the police and doctors were inside.

the scene was horrific.

As soon as the police arrived, Amari told them the truth and the whole story, he knew it was his fault if Bill was now gone. He got handcuffed and brought in the police car.

Tom was on his knees, screaming and crying. He couldnt believe, his little brother was dead.
Georg was next to him, having a hand on his shoulder, he was looking in the air, still not understanding what was happening.

Gustav was sitting on the pavement, fixing his shoes. He wasn't crying, but he was about to, he was mad at everyone for killing his best friend.

After a while, the bus door opened, two doctors were holding an amergency mattress, with Bill's dead body on it. A white blanket covered his body, but his arm fell off the mattress and was visible.

Amari saw the doctors getting him in the ambulance and leaving.

Soon enough, after analysis, they put Amari in a mental hospital.

At night, he could hear Bill talking, telling him everything would be alright, they will both heal.
And he was answering.

The doctors and nurses called him crazy now, he would never heal from what he did himself.

Tom also ended up in a mental hospital, he was sure his brother would be back soon, he became crazy looking for him. He would get violent with the people who told him Bill wasn't coming back.

Georg and Gustav disappeared far away from Germany and France.

Tokio Hotel ended.

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"Bill? You're here??" Amari moved his hand in front of Bill's empty eyes, bringing him back from his thoughts.

PRAGUE, after party
APRIL 3

Bill was here still sitting on that bench with Amari.

"Huh ? yeah. You know what? keep your shit for you. i don't want to get myself addicted." Kyo took Amari's hand placing the box of xanax on it.
He grabbed his bag on the floor and walked away waving at Amari.
"I have to find my brother, bye..."

Bill never heard from Amari ever again.

That was for sure, after what Bill's brain imagined, he would never touch any drugs, even if it's to calm his anxiety.

Smalltown Boy is over guys.🤍