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40. Visit to the therapist

Siddharth's POV

God...I don't know how will I do it, But I will try my best.

"My love?" I called out for Natasha who was resting on the bed, she was discharged from the hospital yesterday as she was fine.

"Yea?" She answered as I walked into the bedroom.

Sitting on the bed I ran my fingers through her hair affectionately.

"How are you? Is the pain still there?"

"Just a little, but I'm fine" I smiled a little.

"Can you walk?" She nodded.

"Get ready then"

"Why?"

"Let's go somewhere"

"Where?"

"It's a surprise"

She got happy, "We are going on a date?" She was so innocent and naive.

I don't want to force her, but I'm helpless.

I nodded with a small smile and she hugged me happily placing a kiss on my cheek as she got off the bed.

"I'll go change my clothes in a minute," She said and walked into the closet room.

After a few minutes, she came out wearing a beautiful party wear.

I felt so bad for her.

"Love, why don't you wear something cute?"

"Cute?" She repeated, "A hoodie?" I nodded.

"Yeah, a hoodie would do, you look stunning in this but I want my cute little panda back, will I get her back?" She nodded with a wide grin and went inside again.

She comes back out with a cute hoodie with a panda print on it.

"Perfect, now let's go shall we?" She nodded happily.

I feel so bad for her seriously.

We got out of the house and made our way towards the car and she happily got inside.

Once inside we drove off...to the hospital she was unaware about.

Once we reached there, I stopped the car in front of the hospital, I wondered how she react.

"You said we are going on a date?" She asked confused.

I'm sorry sweetheart.

"Yeah, but there are a few medicines I need to buy," I said still not revealing the truth.

We got out and I gripped her hand keeping her close to me, we headed towards the receptionist.

"Where is Dr. Lucas?"

"The therapist or the surgeon?" The receptionist asked.

I knew I was about to get in trouble now so I grabbed Natasha closer to me pressing her body against mine.

"Therapist," I said, and the next moment I could hear a quiet no from Natasha.

"D-don't tell me you-"

"It's for your good, love, please?" Her eyes got filled with worry and fear.

"No, no, noo," She said and struggled to get out of my grip, I grabbed her tighter picked her up, and threw her over my shoulder with one arm as the other one was injured.

"Put me down, put me down I don't to see any therapist, I don't, You lied, You LIAR!" She screamed while struggling in my arms, people there were staring at us.

"Hurry where is Dr. Luca?" I asked the therapist in a hurry and she told me where he was.

I made my way towards the cabin as fast as I could cause controlling her was getting harder, she was even hitting my back with her fist or pulling on my hair.

I slam open the door of Dr. Luca's cabin also my old therapist.

I put Natasha down and she tried to escape but I held her tightly in place.

Luca got up from his place and rushed towards us.

After minutes of struggling, we could finally calm her and now she was sitting on the chair drinking water.

Glad.

"Okay Mrs Malhotra, take it easy, there is no rush, keep calm and take deep breaths" Luca spoke as she stopped drinking water.

"I won't tell you anything, I won't" She stayed stubborn.

Luca tried but she kept denying.

"Stay away from me, I won't tell you anything, go away" She got up from the chair and I immediately moved towards the door to lock it.

"Love please calm down, It's for your own good-"

"NOO" She shouted and broke down sitting on the floor hugging her knees while crying.

"It was because of me, my mom died because of me, I ruined everything I'm worthless," She said and cried harder.

But as per I know her mom died when she was ten and their old house caught on fire...how is that her fault?

I crouched down to her level and tried to touch her face, "Love I-" She pushed me.

"DON'T COME NEAR ME, I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU" She screamed while crying harder.

What did I do?

"Mr. Siddharth, this situation might get worse we need to inject her Midazolam so that she can lose consciousness," Luca said standing beside me.

I nodded, "Prepare for it" Luca went inside and began to prepare for it.

Once he came back with the injection in his hand, I grabbed Natasha's hands even though she kicked me, I hugged her tightly.

"Natasha it's me, Siddharth, Your husband, please calm down" I whispered in her hair stroking her hair even though she was struggling.

"No leave me, you're not my husband, you're not, leave me I said" I looked back at Luca who moved forward and injected her carefully.

She screamed loudly, and my heart hurt hearing her screams.

She slowly stopped struggling and I pulled away from the hug slowly still holding onto her.

Her eyes started to get heavy and finally, she fainted, Picking her up in my arm I placed her on the bed.

"This seems like a big problem Mr. Siddharth" I nodded.

"Do you know anything from her past?" I nodded again.

"Can you tell me?"

"Her mother died when she was ten years old, their house caught on fire, and her father was abusive towards her and had a mental disorder, he is currently in America in a hospital healing" I explained and he listened carefully.

"Tell me more"

I told him everything about the things she mumbles when she gets panic attacks and what had happened between when Giovanni attacked us.

"It will surely take time to heal, Mr. Malhorta please keep bringing her here every day for her session even if it's forcefully, if not today but tomorrow she will surely accept and tell me everything" I nodded.

"Please don't let her skip"

"I won't let her, don't worry" He hummed.

"I'm prescribing some medicines feed them to her anyhow if she doesn't mix these in her favourite drink" I hummed.

He began writing, I pray to god she will be fine after this.

Luca is a very well-known therapist, I have known for three years.

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