purple heart (glassheart) FINISHED

what changed into u.

[tw: ⚠️Sh⚠️]
red povs
i cant looking at the blade.

[flash back 😱]

why are you like this red as a little kid you wouldn't do this on my watch. My mom said

I'm sorry m-

shut up I don't want to here it. No dinner tonight for you too

what mom that's not-

SHUT THE FUCK UP RED.

...

i hate to do this to you.

she Got the blade out and got my arms then started to cut them I started screaming and crying she pushed me on the floor after I was shaking in fear I was only 10 I didn't want this anything of this I wanted to run away thats what I started to do I felt free

i snapped back into reality seeing the old scars that hadn't healed yet I looked at the blade form my desk Chloe didn't want me to do it anymore but something came over me I had gotten up form my bed then got the blade then started to cut my arm, it felt so good I loved it but I just needed to do it fast because Chloe would be back in a hour until I heard the door open

red.

...

i looked behind me and I see Chloe tearing up I look at her in guilt and she walked slowly to me and taken my blade out of my hand

"Why red.. WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU DO THIS AGAIN!"

I NEEDED TO CHLOE YOU DONT UNDERSTAND ME!

"I try to red but you never open up to me."

she dropped her fencing sword and threw it at me I started to get pissed off she looked at the blade with blood on it

I'm throwing this away.

DONT YOU DARE.

let it go red.

i ran to her and taken the blade out her hand but she gotten cut when I took it I looked at her with her holding on the cut with her other hand I felt so mad but yet guilty Chloe just taken my hands holding them with her bloody ones

I'm not here to hurt you red I would never do that.

i just started to tear up and she gave me a hug I started to break down I never did this before I would have to hide everything from everyone but Chloe Chloe taken the blade and put it in her room then got a bandaid for her cut then started to cuddle me in my bed while with her playing with my hair

i know it's hard but I'm here okay?..

mhm..

i cant stand to see you like that red you know that

I know but I just looked at the blade and just started to cut I don't know why it's just my mom gave me..

I know please don't tell me that story again.

I'm sorry pretty girl.

it's okay just please let that memory go or try. she said while rubbing my back

yes ma'am

that's charming to you miss hearts

ughh fine yes miss charming

We both giggled and asleep in each others arms