It was my last day in Seungcheol's house, my dad said it'll be safe for me to go back home tomorrow and that I won't be under protection anymore
Hansol's been busy with Seungcheol, they've been out for the past few days, so it's really been Aunt Hani and I at home
But I haven't seen Mingyu since that night
It's been a few days since the night we kissed.
And I think about it as if it just happened minutes ago, I'm fucking simping over the thought of his lips
Like a fucking psycho
And how I missed the feeling of his lips connecting with mine
It was a memory that I never want to forget
A memory I will cherish and dream to create more of them, that's how crazy I feel for them
The unknown feelings I have at the thought of Mingyu?
I don't know where it stands, in fact I have no idea what I feel for him
I wasn't sure if it was attraction, love or anything like that
But I've been craving him, like some hyena that's had no prey for years
I miss how my hands would feel against his broad shoulders, or when they're on his chest, his toned pecks that can tell me his heart rate
His big hands
His fingers trailing around my cheeks, down to my jaw, or the part where I guided them to my chest
Or the way his large hands caresses my hips, or when he does that habit of squeezing them
Fuck I love that habit the most
Not that
But the sound of his grunts, groans every time I press my lower body against him hard
But that's not the only thing that was hard
He didn't feel small at all, far from that. But fuck, it leaves me wanting more
Want— needing to feel what he hides behind those trousers
I know what he hides behind that shirt, the pants are still in a mystery
A mystery that I wanted to discover
The way his hands were on my ass, gripping softly but it was still affective
Like it unleashed something in me
I wish he was more aggressive with it
I need a fucking genie.
I fucking miss him
But I know this is wrong
So fucking wrong
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Admiration With Obsession || Kim Mingyu (Book I of Sinister Series)
Fanfiction"If you don't stop gawking at me, I might just faint by the loss of blood" His words struck me from my own moment of checking him out, I try not to react or even lift my lips from the embarrassment I had to accept it "To be honest, I might faint b...