MC Devil Dogs #2 I Will Never Love Again.

Getting my ass spanked

Ruby

     Last night Spider hugged me which made me cry.  I haven't had a hug since my Rose died.  It felt wrong but also felt right.  I liked it but I didn't want to.  He made me feel something besides anger.  That is all I feel anymore, so much anger.  His arms felt amazing, and I missed them as soon as he left.  Spider is a damn good looking man, huge with tattoos if I could let go of my anger I might could enjoy being with him.  For the first time since Rose's death I felt my walls trying to come down.  I almost gave in after crying and ask Spider if he wanted to spend the night with me.  I mean a girl can only use so many batteries.  I sit down to write out a grocery list but my phone rings.  I pick it up without looking then I heard my mother's voice crying "Ruby your dad has lung cancer and it's too far gone.  They say he only has a few months."  I am shocked dad never smoked.  I mean I have a love/hate relationship with them right now.  My mother gives the phone to my dad.  I can tell he is weak.  He begs "Ruby please come see me one last time?"  What the fuck am I suppose to do?  I give him the only answer I can at the time "I'm not sure dad, but I will think about."  I hang up and sit on the couch crying. 

     I don't know how much time passed before I heard a knock on the door.  I opened to see Spider.  He dangles my car keys in front of my face.  He smiles and says "Got your car fixed Red."  I know he can tell that I have been crying.  I can feel that my eyes are swollen.  He puts his hands on my shoulder and ask "Are you okay Red?"  That's all it took and I broke down for the first time since Rose.  I fell into his chest and held on tight.

Spider

     I woke up this morning in a good mood, I actually slept pretty good last night.  I couldn't get Red out of my head last night and had a raging boner.  I finally gave up and called Cherise to my office.  Cherise is a pretty girl, a sweet butt that all the guys love.  She use to spend most of her time with Blade but now he is seeing Veronica.  Cherise had come into my office and I had bent her over my desk to fuck.  I imagined it to be a certain redhead that I was drilling into.  After that I had a peaceful sleep. 

     I brought Red's car back to her.  As she opened the door I had the keys in my hand, smiled at her but then I noticed she looked like she had been crying.  It looked like she cried for hours.  I placed my hand on her shoulders and ask if she was alright.  She flung herself into my arms and held on tight.  I just held her rubbing her back trying to console her while she broke down.  I told her to go ahead and cry it all out so you can breathe.  She finally lifts her head and says "Sorry about that, its been a bad morning."  I tell her she doesn't have to apologize.  She invites me in for a cup of coffee.  I duck my head as I walk in, her place is so tiny.  We sit down with our coffee and I told her if she needed to talk I was willing to listen.  She covers her face with her hands and lets out a scream. 

     Few minutes pass by she then proceeds to tell me her dad is dying and wants to see her one last time.  She admits that she doesn't think she is strong enough to go back.  I understand that her husband fucked her sister and her parents took sides but seems like something else happened.  Before I knew what the fuck I was doing I offered to go with her.  She looks at me with eyes wide with shock but little does she know I am also shocked.  This was not me but it's too late now.  If she says yes I will need to go through with it.   

Ruby

      Well it's been a week since Spider came over to bring me my car and offered to go with me back home.  I still can not believe I fell apart like that in front of him.  I really don't know the man but I am considering taking him up on his offer.  Thinking of going home alone is just too much but thinking of Spider going with me gives me a sense of relief.  I just don't want to go back by myself.  The grown woman in me doesn't want to see my dad but the little girl inside me wants to see him one last time.  I decided to take Spider up on his offer.  I decided to call Spider about it.   I am a nervous wreck though.  It takes him several minutes to answer when he does he seems out of breath.  I hear him and said "This seems like bad timing so forget it."  He tells me "No it's not."  He then ask me was my car acting up again or did I decide to take him up on his offer.   I tell him that I decided to go back to see my dad and I would appreciate it if he would come with me.  Before I could tell him the rest of my plans though I heard a girl's voice say "Spider I need you."  I say "You know this was a bad idea just forget it."  I heard him say wait but I hung up.  I just packed up and plan to go by myself.  I am a fucking grown woman.  I have been doing things on my own for awhile now. 

Spider

      I am in Cherise's room.  Cherise is in a red little mini dress as I go to slip it off her I see she has on a pair of white lacy thongs.  Damn that sexy as fuck.  I started sucking her nipple. I slipped her thongs off and slid my fingers into her.  I start rubbing my thumb on her clit within a couple of minutes she is cumming. She is so soaking wet right now.  I slip a condom on and line up to her entrance.  I thrust into her, damn she feels good.  If I were to ever change my mind about a woman I would seriously think about Cherise.  She came from a really messed up background.  He father raped her and sold her off at 15.  She is a really pretty and she is good to talk to.  She deserves better in life.  I am getting close I thrust faster and harder.  I close my eyes and every now and then a certain redhead flashes in my head.  Like what the actual fuck, can't I even fuck in peace.  I lean in to suck her other nipple when my phone starts ringing.  I lean over and see it's Red, shit it maybe important.  What if she broke down again?  I tell Cherise to give me a second.  I lean over to answer it "Hello." I know she can hear that I am out of breath when she says this is a bad time.  I reassured her it's not though.  She tells me she decided to go back home and decided to take me up on my offer.  I know that if she is saying this then she really needs someone.  She ask would I be able to leave end of tomorrow.  However before I could answer Cherise calls out to me saying she needed me.  Fuck I go to tell Cherise to wait a minute when Red says this is a bad idea and just forget it. Fuck! I tell Cherise I gotta go.  Why the fuck do I feel guilty?  I run to my room to take a shower.  I lay down to get some sleep so I can be up early and head to Red's place. 

     I get up the next morning, grab me some coffee and text Blade to come to my office.  I let him know what's going on and give him the run down of what will be going on with club business for the next couple days.  I feel guilty as hell right now and I don't like that feeling.  We have no type of relationship so it makes no fucking sense to me.  I am not commited to anyone and never will be again after Lily.  I promised myself that, I can never love another woman.  I finish talking to Blade and grab my shit.  I jump in my truck to head to Red's place.  I took my truck because I know her car is on it's last leg.  As I pull into Red's drive I see her trunk open and her hood is up.  She looks out from under her hood and I can tell she is not happy to see me.  Well here goes nothing.  I get out of my truck and walk over to her.  I say "Good morning Red, car trouble?"  The next thing I know she throws a wrench at me.  I manage to dodge it but then I see her pick up more tools to throw at me.  I ran over grabbed her up in a bear hug to prevent her arms from moving so the damn crazy woman doesn't kill me.  The damn little thing started kicking me and I swear I felt her bite me.  I didn't know if she was a human or a damn rabid dog. 

Ruby

     After hanging up on Spider, I decided to just leave this morning.  I got everything packed in my car but of course it would not run this morning.  I tighten everything, beat on everything and the damn thing still did nothing.  I hear someone pulling up as I looked out from under the hood I saw Spider.  That motherfucker, I am so damn mad right now.  He said good morning and that set me off.  I threw a wrench at him but he dodged it so I grabbed my tool bag to grab a hammer out of it.  All of sudden he has me wrapped up to where I can't do a damn thing.  I start kicking the son of a bitch.  He tightens his hold on me and tells me if I don't stop he will put me over his knee and spank me.  I ain't scared of him, so I don't listen.  I lean over to bite his arm, he throws me over his shoulder to take me inside.  He lays me across his lap and proceeds to spank my ass.  I am so stunned I don't move for a few minutes.  He ask me if I was done with my little tantrum now, well guess I am now...he just spanked my ass.  Fuck I enjoyed that, what the hell is wrong with me?