Hanako expirence

Reality

you were walking to the bathroom to see a rumour at school is true or not the rumour specifically says "when you knock on the bathroom door on one of the stalls a supernatural boy named hanako". you been wanting to see hanako but you knew that the day will problably will come and you really didn't had any friends, you walked in to the bathroom and saw hanako and you immidiately knew he has never seen you around at school, hanako had a conversation with you for a long time, hanako did say "i can make any wish you want". you believed hanako's words but you knew that you can only make one wish, you wanted a wish that would be good and better for you, hanako did also say "you don't have to do anything for any wish you want". you decided a wish for yourself only and you knew any wish would be good for you, hanako understood your wish and the wish that you wanted was "I want to be able to see you hanako". hanako made your wish come true and hanako said "you can now see me always," you knew the reason why you made the wish and hanako can still see you even when you were nowhere to been seen, hanako is the first one to be seeing you. hanako did know you are not a ghost in the school, you didn't knew much about hanako,  you stayed in the bathroom with hanako and no one heard you talking in the bathroom,   you were with hanako in the bathroom only, you had a beautiful appreance to hanako and hanako said "you look truly like an angel. you took it as a compliment, hanako didn't meant it as a compliment, you began to talk to hanako, hanako said "your voice also sounds pretty.'' you know hanako is just being nice and you really were wanting to know about what is hanako meaning to say with some words hanako already said to you, hanako said "your eyes look so pretty''. you didn't took it seriously and you said''am I pretty to you''? hanako didn't meant it in a difficult way, hanako said''you just look beautiful''. you know hanako meant his words. hanako said''i know i've haven't seen you at first in a long time''. you don't know anything about hanako's past. hanako said''i've been here for a long time in this school which is longer than you being in this school''. you understand hanako very well, hanako said''you were never knew at this school,you came to me''. you knew hanako was right and you choose to stay with hanako for a long time, you didn't want to leave the bathroom by yourself becuase that would be not good for you and you never came from the sky,you never came from underneath the ground, you know you are not a angel becuase you don't have wings, hanako said''you don't need wings to be an angel''. you know hanako's words were never incorrect. you know this about you are wide awake,you won't rest. you never had any tears coming from your eyes, you didn't had any problem with hanako and you were starting to get comfortable with Hanako, you had no reflection showed and you never saw hanako's reflection being showed and Hanako eventually told you he's dead, you didn't felt cold around hanako,you never felt any pain physically because hanako wouldn't hurt you, you were never scared of hanako and hanako isn't scared of you, you can't feel any pain mentally and you never had to knock on one of the bathroom stalls, you didn't question about hanako's death becuase that was not necessary to know about hanako, you know that you'll be with hanako for long time because it is your choice to be with hanako, you don't look terrible and you didn't scare yourself. you don't send a scream to the sky and you know you are not a ghost, you don't have any regrets on the wish that came true, you can still see hanako which is good for you and you don't feel any temperature around your body, you won't feel any tired feelings, hanako began to tell you about forever but you didn't know alot of what can be forever in a way that is anything from A-Z and hanako can add color to your life and you already knew what forever means, you know you rather be happy always and you began understanding forever can be anything, hanako did already explain to you about forever can be anything, and everything had color and you were never color blind, everything began to have meaning because you are with hanako, everything is good with hanako, you don't want any other wish because all you wanted was to see hanako always,still you were hiding in your heart and you liked being happy, hanako showed you his red knife in a empty classroom with hanako and you only, you were not suprised and hanako did said''i won't hurt you''. you were happy with hanako, if you touch kindness,the temperature remaining no dissapear, if you can say ''I love you'',your heart would be clear from all that weird experiences you lived in the past, you realized no one is dumb and hanako is not dumb
It must be hard for you to think straight and you felt like it's a dream so you closed your eyes and woke up in the same bathroom you are in and you now realize that you are not living a dream you are living the reality, hanako stills stands in front of you, your hands felt cold and soft , you felt like you were reborn out of nowhere where , "there is no other world" Hanako said, you immediately decided to not meet anyone else , you are still fully dressed, you don't want to love anyone, you never had rush in cuz you looked precious to Hanako, like the world keeps moving forward and the world keeps going on in a loop , you don't look like you are gonna get older soon , you decided to give, you didn't want to go outside because you are afraid you won't come back to school , you didn't want to disappear, "you won't have to go outside, you are safer inside at school"hanako said to you, you felt comforted , you felt good about what you heard from Hanako, you forced yourself to not be useless, your heart goes boom boom every time you didn't want to be useless, you felt like your past life doesn't matter anymore but you knew there is no other world, "I might've been useless to roam the hallways, it's like there is no place for me in this world like i never had a purpose", you said, Hanako looked at you and smiled as he touched to face with one hand "you never needed a place in life and you never needed a purpose in life because you found me already and your purpose in this life, your purpose in this world is to be with me forever everyday" Hanako said, you liked how Hanako said meaning full words to you because it made you feel better, "I already like being with you" you said , you looked like you came from the darkest night where the ocean had sent beautiful person to this world , "you are gonna be ok with me" Hanako said to you, you also acted pretty without you knowing it, you acted beautiful without you knowing it and yes you know you look too good to be true but you really appreciate how you looked and you looked like a fallen star that had no future ahead of you , you didn't want a bright future because you will be stuck with Hanako for a long time, you looked like the brightest star alive to begin living forever , you were never a gift to the world, you see Hanako only, you
Never made big mistakes in your past life and you believed a lot that you had a a past life because you came out of the deep blue , you came out of nowhere, you never wanted to lie and you know better , you were then happy that you are not hopeless , "Hanako needed to put you in a bathroom stall and the bathroom stall is his stall, Hanako stood infront of you while you were sitting on the bathroom stall floor , Hanako just wanted to help you know you never had a past life , you know Hanako had the most beautiful eyes you ever saw and know Hanako is just being nice to you , you looked around with your eyes and then you started to believe that this is new life and you know you never had a past life because as you looked around with your eyes there weren't any clues of you having a past life, Hanako pulled you out of the bathroom stall and you stood up by yourself and you sat down on the bathroom floor, you can't break the cycle of this never ending world , you don't find it strange you don't hav a name , Hanako wanted to name you , you know you are not a creation, nothing isn't your fault ,you never had to put yourself first cuz you were like invisible to the students no one even wanted to notice you at first and you still know no one noticed you even you wanted to throw a chair and so you did threw a chair back then and no one noticed you and everybody thought it was a seven mystery that became upset about there is no chaos and you fled the scene , you vanished into thin air and you were never found back then, Hanako knew you can take care of yourself, ,everyday was day forever, the sun never faded away , there were no nights, you stood awake all day , you were never wanting to roam the hallway again , you didn't want to leave the school that Hanako stood at, you still see Hanako and you right away knew that you would be able to see Hanako forever, " I never want to go to the hall way because it seems lonely , it is no point to be at the hallway" you said to Hanako, "well I'll show you that there is nothing to be afraid of because you'll be with me, now I know you are not afraid , you don't wanna be all alone, don't worry you'll be with me, everything would be ok because you would be with me" Hanako said, you agree to Hanako, you begin holding hanako's hand just for you to be safe and Hanako was ok with you holding his hand , Hanako and you begin walking around and you let go off Hanako hand when you were close to see students, Hanako was noticed by his friends and Hanako wanted to introduce you to his friends, "I want to introduce you to the most beautiful girl, one of hanako's friends yashiro didn't notice "Hanako you have a diifrent truth that is not infront of you" Hanako realized yashiro didn't see you at all "yashiro you don't see her" Hanako said , one of Hanako's friend kou saw you right away and stared at you and pointed at you, "hey you seem different to me in a good way" kou said , "you don't seem odd, I never saw you before, I never saw you around before until now for a reason ,"not to make you uncomfortable,I'm the most nicest person you've ever met now," Yashiro  was staring to hard to the point she had to wave her hands on the air back and forth, Hanako patted your head so Yashiro can notice you, Yashiro eventually noticed you, you know those good days would never end because you learned that this your home, Hanako can be your friend or Hanako can just be someone you can talk to, you look at Hanako like he was the only boy that can guide you but you know Hanako won't keep hiding you, you know you shouldn't depend on Hanako because you know you can always take care of yourself, you eventually realize that you are younger than hanako's friends, you were the same age Hanako was, you are 13 years old, you won't let go off Hanako and most importantly you won't let go off yourself into the dark deep blue , hanako's friends are just someone you can talk to , "you look innocent" Yashiro said to you, you didn't want beauty to be important to you because your intelligence is more important to you, you followed Hanako and before  you can follow Hanako , you made sure you had a conversation with yashiro "you talk right?" Yashiro said, "if you can't talk I'll teach you how to talk but I know you understand English,you don't seem like you talk much" yashiro said "I'm being nice" yashiro said to you ,"yes I can talk" you responded back to yashiro, "you don't seem mean" yashiro said "I don't have a name" you said to yashiro, you know the only reason said you don't have a name was because you wanted your name to be a secret because you know your name is deep inside you but you don't wanna say you do have a name because you know yashiro was here at this school longer than you've been at school, "that's ok,you are good enough without a name, or we can choose a name for you ,just me and you choosing a name for you together, "you agreed" Hanako wanted you too leave with him "come talk to me some other time" Yashiro said,"ok" you said quickly followed hanako and hanako took you back to the library because Hanako wanted to show you it's ok you don't have a future because you need to know, Hanako pointed at many books that hold the future , "the books that hold the future has no secret because its words sometimes the books can have a hidden future about anyone including you"would I be stuck in a book of darkness"? You see hanako, Hanako said "never and no" to you, Hanako picked out a book for you and opened at the book until a library teacher that looked like a spider snatched the book from Hanako and threw the book away behind the other shelf  without you knowing that was your book that hold one future and that future is being hanako's friend well to the teacher it only seemed like a peaceful future, Hanako saw the library teacher leave, and Hanako looked at you and said "to you there is no future and time your future is to be with me, Hanako grabbed your hand and headed to the hallway with you.