MC Devil Dogs #2 I Will Never Love Again.

Finding Comfort in Each Other

Ruby

     It took awhile for me to go to sleep.  I lay there wondering if Leo knew about Sally being pregnant before he killed himself.  Finding out that they had a baby almost killed me.  I felt Spider jerking in his sleep.  He started yelling "Molly daddy's coming."  I tried to wake him up but I was having no luck.  No matter how hard I shook him he is not waking up.  He starts shouting no over and over again.  I had no choice but to slap him awake.  He jerks awake and he is crying.  He looks stunned to see me.  I give him a glass of water.  He takes a couple of sips while sitting on the side of the bed.  I wait a few minutes before asking him "Do you want to tell me who Molly is?"  He rubs his hands across his face then through his hair.  His hair is now spiking up everywhere, making him look like a scared little boy. 

     He starts telling me about his Molly.  I listen while he tells me about the day he came home to find his wife Lily murdered and their unborn daughter Molly cut out of her mommy's belly.   He says he guessed going to Rose's grave brought back a lot of sad memories for him.  He says his wife and daughter are buried in Texas.  He hasn't been back home since it happened.  The day of their funeral he left and decided to never go back.  After couple years of moving around he decided to join the Marine Corps but after two tours decided he was done.  He eventually found his way into the MC called Devil Dogs and that's his family now.  I find myself asking him "What happened to your parents?"

Spider

     I just poured my heart out to Red about my girls.  I thought we were about done with the conversation but then she ask about my parents.   That's another story I don't like talking about.  I guess tonight I am like a god damn teenage girl sharing my feelings.  I tell her "It's not a pretty story."  She says she would like to hear it anyway.  Shit why not.  So I tell her every sordid detail.  My dad used my mom like a punching bag.  She inturn always blamed me and used me for her punching bag.  Then one day my dad came home with his mistress and kicked us out.  My mom blamed me and said I was nothing but trouble for her.  She ended up turning me over to CPS telling them she couldn't take care of me anymore.  I was placed in the system and aged out.  I found out my parents got back together but chose not to come back for me.  I had heard that they had another kid and kept it.  So to me they are dead.  I finally tell Red "That's enough of this bullshit."  I start to stand up to walk away but she wraps her arms around me begs me to stay. 

Ruby

     My heart hurts for Spider so fucking much.  I can see he doesn't like to share much about himself.  He is in just as much pain as I am.  I just want to make it all go away for a bit.  Fuck what's right and fuck what's wrong.  We are two people who are hurting and can give each other a little comfort.  So when he stood up to leave I wrapped my arms around him and begged him to stay.  He stops but doesn't come back to bed so I walk to the front of him.  I haven't been with a man since Leo.  I have been so angry at the world that it was the last thing on my mind.  I just want to feel something besides anger and sadness.  I run my hand down his stomach into his waistband of his boxers.  Spider looks at me and says "If this goes any further it's just sex nothing more, you good with that? Because I can't offer anything more than that."  So I look at him and continue to slide my hand down to his dick and stroke it.  He looks at me with lust filled eyes he ask me again if I understood. So I said "Yes just sex, nothing else."

     Everything happened so fast.  He picked me up tossed me on the bed.  He rips my t shirt off and then slides my panties off.  He stands up removes his boxers.  He leaned down to kiss me.  It felt so fucking good.  He kissed down my body, he kissed the insides of my thighs.  I then felt him nip my clit.  He spread my folds and stuck his tongue in me.  My orgasm was in a minute, it had been so long.  He came back up and kissed me.  I tasted myself on his lips.  He placed his dick at my entrance.  He entered me, he was big it took me a minute to adjust.  He stilled and waited. 

Spider

     Holy fuck, holy fuck she taste delicious.  I usually don't go down on a girl but I just had to taste Red.  Then when she came so damn fast and those moans like to have been my undoing.  I entered her tight pussy and man was she tight.  I stilled myself so she could adjust to me.  She grabs my ass and tells me "Fuck me already!"  So I did just that.  I fucked her like this was the very last time I would ever have sex again.  She is so responsive, I must admit it some of the best sex I have ever had.  I flipped her over doggy style and fucked her while holding her hips tight.  She met each of my thrust with her ass colliding into me.  I fucked her harder but damn if she did not meet my demands.  Shit she feels perfect.  I hear her moaning more so I know she must be close again.  I reach around in front of her to pinch her clit.  She gasp out then moans out my name while riding out her orgasm.  I thrust couple more times then unload in her.  It's then that it hits me, fuck we didn't use a condom.  I know she is clean, and I know I am clean.  I get checked every few months.  I am sure she is own something so I am not going to worry with it.  As soon as we are done she jumps up to go take a shower.  She walks away acting as if we didn't do anything.  It's exactly how I wanted it so why the hell am I bothered?

Ruby

     I jump up as soon as we are done.  I went to grab a shower.  I didn't want to make a fool of myself.  All I wanted to do was snuggle up to him and hear his heartbeat as I fell asleep.  I stayed in the shower for a while so I could gather my thoughts.  I can't hide in here forever.  I get out and dress. While in there though I did decide I was going back to the hospital before going home.  I have something to say to my parents.  When I stepped back into the room I told Spider my plans.  I sat down and waited for him to get ready. 

      We arrived at the hospital to find only my parents in the room thank God.  I didn't want to see that little boy even if he is innocent it still hurts me too much.  He looks so much like Leo.  I tell my parents hello.  My dad looks sad but my mother looks bothered.  I tell them I need some answers.  I ask the first question but I already know the answer "Is Leo that little boy's father?"  My dad shakes his head yes.  No surprise there, so I move onto the next one.  I ask "Did Leo know she was pregnant?"  My mother answers this one "He did but once Rose died he became so depressed he didn't care about anything anymore.  He wanted nothing to do with any of us anymore."  I ask my last question "So everyone in town plus our extended family knows Leo is Leonard's father?"  They both hang their head down.  I say "So everyone knew, my friends knew but no one bothered to tell me."  There was no answer and really nothing else to say.  So I said "Goodbye forever then, you all have stabbed me for the very last time in my back."  I walk away from my so called family. 

Spider

     I just stand there listening to Red getting her answers, that would break most people.  She held her head high and walked away.  As we were walking through the door to leave Sally and Leonard appeared.  Sally ask "Ruby are you leaving already?"  Red looks into her eyes and says "Try not to kill this child!"  Sally gasp and stepped back.  Red then leaned down to the little boy and told him he looked just like his father.  She told him to make sure he grows up strong and tall.  She ruffles his hair then walks toward my truck. This woman has got to be the strongest woman I have ever met.