Its not a crush its love

Chapter 1: that feeling

Do you know that feeling? That feeling you can't explain, you can't deny and you can't forget? This is that feeling. Its not love its not hate, its both.

Im belinda, i might seem normal but i have a secret, im in love, you may think its normal, but for my age its rare and usually not true or real. Im real, im true, and im sure im in love, why? Because:

1) everytime i see him i get butterflies

2) i get lost on his eyes even when he isnt speaking

3) everything he does or says suddenly becomes my world

4) his smiles slowly melts me

5) i feel real when you are with him

All this and many more are the reasons why im in love, he isnt just another guy he is "the guy" (for now at least) he might not be the one i marry to but i sure would like to think that.

Its been 4 years since i know angel the first day i laid eyes on his shiny brown eyes i knew there was something there at the time i didnt know it i just assumed it was a crush and i assumed i would get over it shortly and move on with my life but no it wasnt at all like that, everytime i saw him with someone (a girl) i would get this firy feeling that burned and felt bad but i couldnt help it, its just happened there was no way i could controlled it was something that was injected in my DNA. This feeling has brought me problems i didnt even know about and it brought a storm of tear that later turned to laughter and pain yet again.

Chapter 2: the nights

The nights i stare at the sky thinking about you are endless and everytime i try, i cant deny the dreams i have of one day knowing you feel the same way, though i know its not possible. Im not pretty, im not a size 0, im dont have to die for legs, i dont have melting lips or eyes im just me.

Every day theres something between us you like to make me smile you like to make me mad, and of all those things it leads back to one, why do you do this? Dont you see it hurts me , i dont know what your thinking but i wish you'd stop beacuse the tears rolling down just cant stop.

Angel your a nice guy but i dont know if

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