Letting my love go

Part 10

(Meeting Rob's mysteries man)

 Sasha and I met Robert at the restaurant, we sat down I asked Rob where's his mysteries man, or did he make him up, this isn't the first time he's done that, he said not this time, he's in the rest room he'll be right back. He already ordered wine for us, Rob said we had quite an evening with our parents, I said yeah, we did and I'm glad I told them, Rob told me, but I know mom is still going to worry about me, I said she wouldn't be mom if she didn't.

Rob said here's his dude now, I looked up and then at Sasha, Rob introduced us his name is Exstevan Brooks, he said he kind of knows us, Rob asked how, Exstevan said we all met at the living together group, Rob said wow his best cousin and man know each other from the group that he'll be joining sense he's involved with someone with HIV, that makes them a serodiscordant couple too.

 I'll have to have a talk with my cousin, I know how he is about sex, and he doesn't like the way condoms feel on his manhood, we had wine and talked, Rob said he told Exstevan about our talk with our parents, Rob's thinking about telling them about Exstevan. I told him to hold off on that and let it sink in with them about me, he said it himself how mom worries about both of us.

Rob said for now he'll wait, but he will tell them, we had wine, Exstevan seems to really like Rob, one thing about Rob he flashes our wealth, and some of the guys he's dated only wanted what they could get from him.

I did ask Exstevan what he does for a living, he said he's an architect, I asked has he designed any of the new buildings downtown, he said no, but he's working on a new apartment building for the Alexander's and it's not for the rich, just a nice place to call home. Sasha said yeah, he knows about that project, he works for the Alexander group, they got to talking.

I excused myself and told Rob to come to the rest room with me, he said I'm such a woman, I know they go to the rest room together, I told him just come with me. We walked away, Rob I really didn't have to go, he said he figured that and it's about Exstevan, and don't worry about him, he's not paying for anything Exstevan has his own money.

Cousin it's not that, I know you, are you using protection, you're always telling me your manhood is too big for condoms, and in this case you better be.

Sean, I know you're worried about me, but for myself I am protecting myself, he said I'm not just saying that am I, I told him no, and I learned my lesson because of what he's been through, and Exstevan is like him undetectable. And he makes sure I wrap it up, and he has the right size condoms for me the magnums extra-large. Sean said he gets it; he just wants me around to be his best man some day when he gets married.

I told cousin, I'm glad he's thinking about the future, and I hope it's with Sasha they're good for each other, Sean said he hopes so too, we went back to the table and the guys were still talking, okay guys enough about this shop talk, you two have the hottest dudes in Savannah, Exstevan said I'm right about that. We ordered dinner, I'm glad Sean likes Exstevan what he thinks means a lot to me.

Our food came and I noticed that Exstevan kept staring at Sasha, I hope he doesn't have his eye on my man, after a while he asked Sasha did he know someone named Jake, bae told him he did, they dated. Exstevan said he thought bae looked familiar to him, his friend showed him a pic of him and Jake, unfortunately his best friend dated him too, a few years ago, he cheated every chance he could, his friend told him about Sasha getting closure from Jake, he told him there was something about Jake he didn't like.

I told him other than Jake hurting Sasha he's alright with me, they all looked at me, I told them that's only because Sasha moved on and had a great love in his life, and now he has me, cousin said good answer.

We finished eating, Sasha told them next time dinner is on him something casual like a barbecue or something, Exstevan said he can toss a mean salad, Rob had a grin on his face, cousin is so sexual, bae said how about tomorrow. I said not this weekend we have that thing, bae said oh yeah, let's make it next weekend, they said cool. I said nice seeing Exstevan again, and I hope to see Rob at our next group meeting he said he'll be there, we hugged, and they left.

Sasha said he forgot I was giving him the loving he's been waiting for, let him go to the man's room and we can go, while I waited for bae, I texted Rob saying it looks like he finally found a good man, he didn't respond back. Sasha came back and took my hand, we walked outside when we got to the parking lot the car parked next to us was rocking, we got in the car before bae started the car, I grabbed his manhood and said let's make this car rock too with some oral sex, and the rest we can do in his bed. 

Bae asked me am I sure, I unzipped his pants and pulled his semi hard dick out and gave my bae some top. Bae started moaning, and saying this is hot doing it in the car, he told me he's about to cum, he tried to pull out, I wouldn't let him, he shot his load in my mouth, I sat up and I opened the car door and spit his nut out. The other car parked next to us door opened up, it's Exstevan he spit too. Damn I forgot that car didn't pull off, I closed the car door and bae pulled off. I guess Exstevan was thinking the same as I was, pleasing our men, bae held my hand as we drove to his house.

We showered and I did what I needed to do to get ready, I came out of the bathroom and bae is getting dressed, I asked him where's he going, Sasha said it looks like we can't go all the way, I asked why, he said no condoms he forgot Rob got the last two the last time he was over here. he's going to find someplace open and buy some condoms, I told him we just won't do penetration; we can do that tomorrow because I want him now, and he's not leaving this house. Sasha got undressed and got in the bed, we did other things, I told bae he'll get some for sure tomorrow I promise him that. 

After we did all, we could without any penetration we just held each other, bae said maybe he should've asked my parents for my hand in marriage, I told him he doesn't have to say that to impress them, he said he's not just saying that, he loves me and wants to marry me. I told him give me a little more time and I'll say yes, I'm just getting used to having him love me for me, he said OKAY, but he will ask me again, I told him, and I'll say yes, we held each other it felt so good being in Sasha's arms, wow he wants to marry me.

Sasha really loves me, knowing what I have, he wants me to be his husband, and I love him too, tomorrow night my body belongs to him, we spooned and bae fell asleep, I just laid here thinking about how happy I am, having someone love me for me, and not caring what's going on inside of me, or my wealth, he just wants me.