Letting my love go

Part 11

(Our special night)

After a wonderful breakfast Sasha said he's going to get you know what for tonight, and he'll stop and see his grandmother, just so she won't show up here later, because he plans on being naked when he gets back. Be ready for him, I told him to drop me off at my house so I can get my car, I have some things to do myself, he said okay am I ready to go.

I stood up, bae said I'm not wearing underwear, I told him I couldn't find them, he said Ms. Parker will, we left, bae dropped me off at my house, he kissed me and said don't be too long, Rob pulled up, bae spoke to him and drove off. Cousin said it looks like I'm just getting home too, how was the dick, I told him there was no penetration thanks to him taking all of our condoms, he said so why didn't I just go out and get some and get my pussy popped or was it Sasha who wanted the dick.

I told him we talk about a lot of things, but that I won't, we went into the house and Ms. Anna the maid said if we came for breakfast, it's over with and our parents are meeting some friends, she looked at us and said same clothes from yesterday, she shook her head and walked away.

Mom and dad didn't really punish us when we did something, Ms. Anna got in our ass, I went up to my room and got changed and got some clothes for the rest of the weekend, Rob came in and said he knows where I'll be for the rest of the weekend, I told him yeah, he knows. I asked him how's things with him and Exstevan, he said great before they left the restaurant parking lot, he got some top, I didn't say anything since I gave my man top too.

Rob told me how they fucked half the night and part of this morning that I didn't need to hear, he said he just came home to get some clothes too, and douche he's going to let Exstevan fuck, they're going to fuck some more on his patio, I told him don't kill the man.

He told me don't act like I'm new at this, I know how to fuck some ass if I have too, I told him I'm off I have some stops to make, he said call him later, I told him I'm cutting my phone off, so I'll see him on Monday, and I walked out of my room. I got downstairs, Ms. Anna said it looks like I won't be back tonight sense I have an overnight bag, I told her I won't be and left out the door.

I got in my car and drove off; I have to get a few things to make the night perfect.

(Gran don't start)

After getting a box of condoms and some douche, just in case Sean wants to make love to me, I miss Mr. Daves, I got them free condoms are expensive, I got to grans house that woman who cleans for her made me take my shoes off, I went out back to the flower garden and said Hey woman, gran looked up and said it's about time I came to see her, how's things with Sean, I walked up to her and gave her a kiss.

I told her my man is doing great, and did I tell her he's back in therapy, she said I told her and that's good, and how's that going for me, I told her it's really helped me, and I can love Dontae in my own way, but my love for him is different from the love I have for Sean. Gran said really, I told her I want to marry Sean, and it's not me being on the rebound, I want to spend my life with him, and I'm in a group that helps me deal with what he's going through. Gran frowned and asked what's Sean going through, if I don't mind telling her and what kind of group, Sean isn't a recovering addict or had problems with alcohol did he.

No gran nothing like that, Sean is HIV positive, but he's undetectable, gran sat in a chair, she asked me to get tested again, the last time I told her something like that scared the hell out of her. Gran I'm fine, like I said Sean is undetectable and we're safe, and the group is called Living together as a serodiscordant couple.

Gran that means one of the partners is positive, the group helps both of us, and I've learned a lot, on how to deal with what my partner is dealing with, gran asked am I sure about this, I told her with everything in me and Sean loves me too, so I'd like your blessing on this.