Official confession

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It's been a week since that incident, Handrix is ignoring me
Whenever I tried to talk about that day, he ignored me brutally like I don't exist at all
Neither he asks about my day, neither he talks more
He just says a few words like a robot
"Take care"
"Have your food"
"Your medicine"
"Do you need something? "

And that's it

I'm just fed up with all this, I want him to talk, I want him to call me sweetheart, I want him to enjoy with me

He always locks my apartment whenever he goes outside like I'm a prisoner but right now, I don't care about that
I care about our relationship that is fucked up after that day
I know it was my mistake but..... I'm guilty

Today I thought to talk about everything

I prepared dinner and right now, I'm waiting for him to come
He usually comes late nowadays.... But I'll definitely gonna talk today

12:00 am

Finally, I heard the sound of door unlocking
I peeked from the bedroom and yeah, he is finally here
I kept my book aside and looked at him

I need some courage today ... Ohh god
Please help me

"It's getting late.. Get some sleep"
He said

I simply nodded

And He went inside the washroom

After 30 min. -

He showed himself finally.... I stood to grab water bottle from kitchen
He followed me and started serving himself...
I snatched bowl from his hands and served him
He looked at me but didn't said anything
Then, he started eating
And here, I was gathering courage to explain myself

"Ha..ndrix actually I.. Uhmm
I "
Ohh goddd..... Why the hell I'm shuttering please help me

He ignored me. .woahh.... How rude but it's my fault so be quite and explain him

I thought to talk when he finish his dinner so I went to read my book again





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Finally, he is done with his dinner
He washed his hands and came inside the bedroom
I thought he'll lay beside me but to my bad luck, he grabbed his mobile and started going towards main door

What the hell? Where is he going now?

" Are you going somewhere? " I asked finally

And guess what, he ignored me

"I mean it's too late to go outside"
Me being stupid said

And this time, he finally turned with red eyes and I realized, that I fucked up just now

"TOO LATE
WHEN YOU DIDN'T TOLD ME BEFORE STEPPING OUT AT FUCKING 12:00 AM THEN WHY THE HELL YOU ARE EXPECTING ME TO ANSWER" He shouted in deep voice

And I realized, that I've awaken that old Handrix

"I'm sor..ry
I... I can explain" I murmured

He took huge steps towards me and stand in front of me

"GO AHEAD... AND I SWEAR IF I FOUND IT USELESS THEN DON'T EXPECT ME TO BE GENTLE" He warned

But what should I explain now?
He placed his mobile at the side table and I flinched
Why me????

"Do I need to wait till morning? "
He asked

And I refused

"Uhm.... Actually
That day.. I thoug..ht to have..
Have some fu..n alon..e and
I wen..t there " I replied

"FUN? OHH REALLY?
EVEN WHEN I REFUSED? " He asked

"Handrix listen I'm..
I'm sorry" I grabbed his hand

He jerked my hand away and here, tears started forming in my eyes

"I WARN YOU NOT TO SHOW THESE FUCKING TEARS" He shouted again

I quickly wiped my tears away and stood from bed

"Handrix I'm.. I'm really so..rry
I kno..w it's my fau..lt
Please forgi..ve me
I'll not do that shit aga..in
I swear
Kill me, if I repeat that
But pl..ease talk to me like earli..er

Okay.... Sho..ut at me if you want
Slap me, I don't care
But ple..ase talk to me
Don't igno..re me
I can't toler..ate that
I'm extreme..ly sorry Handrix
Please....... "
I said while sobbing

When he glared at me in anger, I hugged him tightly but that was the first time, he didn't hugged me back.....
I started crying while sticking to his chest but I stood there like a statue

"I'm sor..ry  Han..drix
Plea..se  for..give me"I said

"WHY THE HELL YOU NEVER LISTEN TO ME?
I Know, I'm strict but it's for your own good" He finally said

"I'm sor..ry
I'll lis..ten to you from now on" I said

And finally, he Caressed my head

"HOW ON THE EARTH YOU BECAME MINE.." He said

He broke the hug and make me sit on his lap like always

"I'm sorry" I said that again while looking at my lap

He lifted my chin and looked into my eyes

"I booked a club specially for you.... Even when I told you about that, why you pulled that action? " He asked

"I'm sorry" I said

"This is not the answer of my question" He groaned

"I... I just wanted to go there" I replied

"STUPID ENOUGH" He said

"What if something happened to you that day?...... What if I got late?
Why don't you understand that I can't live without you
You're my everything" He said

"I'm sorry"
I said and hugged him

"Sorry can't solve everything....
Not for yourself but atleast for me, please stop pulling these stunts"
He said

And from here, I got to know one thing, he fall weak whenever I hugged him... He became gentle when I hugged him...

He caressed my head and kissed my forehead

"I love you" I said

"Love you more,Sweetheart"
He replied and kissed me passionately and I tried my best to keep the pace along with him but at last, I loose..
He chuckle in between the kiss .
When I went out of breath he stopped
.

We sat like this for an hour.... I hide my face in his chest and he keep caressing my head gently

"Handrix" I finally thought to break this silence

He hummed in response

"He is alive.....
I saw him with my own eyes " I said

"WHO? "
He lifted my face and asked

"RAFAEL" I replied
















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