Bruised Love ❤️

Chapter 55: "Jaan are you ok??"

Sachedaa

He did what he had promised. He made her apologize in the social media in her story and her post. Can you believe when I told him to be a little decent he just went there and said sorry with a bouquet and a box of sweets and chocolates with a rude attitude . He didn't even admire those people instead he gave them at the door step and dragged me out of there after talking to them about god knows what . Though there expressions did not look pleasing they were rather scared and pleading . This guy I just cannot imagine to what extent he had to go on such a petty issue. It was nothing new for me.. people taunting and insulting me !! I had usually ignored all of them . But this one hurted the most??? May be because I had pride to say them they can do whatever they wanted because I was not going to marry that man but this time I was getting married to a man . Who was in love with someone else ..

We came home again and went to our respective rooms .

I had to explain things . This is wrong I cannot afford another crumble because this time I might not survive it !

The visions of my eyes got blurred I hated this the the most , my breathe got Shallower I had to go somewhere in open . I had to find something to calm myself around ...

I was just on my way to to the terrace when I bumped into him!

Uhh always this guy has a wrong direction !!!

"I am always in the right direction jaan . Note the fact that every direction of mine takes me to you . " he says it casually .

I glared at him .

" jokes apart . I will pick you up at 6 jaan be ready "... he says

"Do I have any other option ???" I said meekly

"Yes. We can have date in the hospital if that's what you want "

I looked at him with my eyes wide open ..." You're joking right ? "

No babe I know you love your hospital more than anything. And it can a perfect place and there is all the silence that we need ..."

My tears started falling down !

My breathe hitched, chest tightened, I could not breathe !

"Jaan are you ok" No no this cannot happen not like this , not when he's here... this guy I hate him .. he loves someone else ...I started to retort myself . He kept on shaking me to make sure I was not falling unconscious.

I pushed him and went to the terrace area. ...The wind..it helped me to calm down .... my panic attack subsided slowly. I could sense myself ... in a mess. He saw me like this ..no one except for Dr. mehra knows about this ... i had to tell him for the professional etiquette told me !!!

When I realised I was in my consciousness I looked back I and I could see nothing but a pair of red eyes fully raged . With anger anger fumed out of it ...

He was just standing there as if waiting for me to calm down so that he can come and get answers of his questions .

I felt timid . I looked down trying to calm myself down !

I felt his presence between the rain drops which had started to fall drenching us . "Jaan be ready at 6 ok? "

He had a tone of question but was undermined by warning as if I will say no and he will kidnap me .

"Can we go some other day ? " I said meekly

He came dangerously near me

"You really have a lot of assumptions about me angel ! Don't you ??? One of them is this thing , you think I'm a very patient man you will say something and just like a god man i will say yes . And trust me I'm trying damn hard to be patient with you jaan ... you -"

He kept his hands beside the railing trapping me between his arms ...

"It is only you who always try to push them . You ignored my calls -, understood
You ignored my messages- forgivable
You broke Mark' s phones just to avoid me - bearable
But you avoiding me and pushing me - that is not at all tolerable... "

His eyes had that anger in them . They had pierced my eyes as if I look somewhere else and he will burn that thing just by gazing at it .

" I came all the way from New York to India just to get my answers ... so if you think I'm going there tomorrow without your answers . Trust me jaan you don't know me at all . I can very well make you answer all my questions right here if I want . If it was up to me I could have kidnapped you and kept you with me in new york forever as a punishment which you very well deserve. But still I'm being patient . "

He held my arms tightly I'm sure they will leave the imprints on my hand.

"Don't tempt me ! We are going to a dinner date in the evening wear whatever you want . But I need you to be ready by 6 .. my angel will be a good girl and come with me okay !"

I was shivering with fear which I saw in his eyes . They were not the same soft eyes we he and shown always. He were eyes of a predator . A eyes full of anguish and lust as if I give permission to him he will pound on me like an animal . Bhagwan ji please help !!! I nodded

"Words jaan words "he said " hmm .. yes i will" I said

With that he left before saying " go inside jaan or else you will catch cold . Though you look pretty in everything you wear but I don't want our date to be in bed , with pajamas on and soup in your hands , with dadi staying next to our room ...." he had winked .

I was left there shivering !!! Both with cold and fear !!

Raghav

With that every ounce of my patience slipped away . She pushed me ... more than that . I was angry on myself she had a panic attack . I had it in my childhood so it was not a rocket science to diagnose it . My angel had panic attacks & she didn't even inform me....

I was so angry but her pleading scared eyes stopped me from doing something wrong . She did not have a smile and a spark she use to always have on her face . The one I was addicted to. I was angry on her because she didn't even give me any chance to explain my self to her . I wanted to punish her so badly for that but I knew she was innocent and moreover that she had drawn an invisible wall of insecurities which made it difficult for me to penetrate and read her emotions . 💔

My poor angel was holding so much in her ... her innocence was masked by cruelty, betrayal that was given by her own people and world .

They Tainted my angel's soul. I had to make her realise that she can trust me open up to me ...

I will make sure she trusts me enough .

I had to leave her there . I went to change my clothes and then to gym . I made a point to punish myself or every other who could who broke her ...

Evening 6:00

All the preparations were ready and I was waiting for her when she came downstairs... from her room .

I had already informed dadi about the date and she was happy about it . I was curious what was she going to wear ....

When I saw her I lost my breathe .....

I knew it she had to make me go crazy loose my mind, my soul and the left over sanity which remained in me !!!

Note : let's see how did the date go... stay tuned

I'm sorry but still the acedemic stress in on !!!

Sorry for late updated .. hoping to start again regularly posing ...

Till then keep reading. !! Bye !!!