I'm certain that I have lukemia and blood all over my back. I can feel swelling and i think the "CHNP" are keeping it a secret and wont tell me. I cannot see it in the mirror because I can only see the monsters reflection in the mirror. I have just been outside and tried to show the sos several times but i don't know if they saw or not. I need an ambulance. I need a doctor. I think i'm dying. My back hurts.
Last night there was a lot of screaming in the "CHNP" and the police yelling out, "This is murder!" This is the case every day, and whenever i go outside they kill each other.
I don't know what is new to add to this case... In the bathroom on the cieling are childrens handprints and blood. Often I hear people drowning in the bath but i still have to use it... which isn't pleasant.
Two days later....
Dear Theosire,
The night times are quite frightening - screaming from everybody around and yesterday there were people outside my door trying to get in. i am always in bed by 6:30pm, but tonight i want to stay awake and i don't want any afternoon nap because i cannot wake up again. If I go to bed in the afternoon I stay asleep for the rest of the day, and that is what i have been doing these past two days and why i never finnished this e-mail... because i was sleeping.
I keep saying to the SOS that I need medicine. It is especially difficult to write. I'm reading two books at the smae time: 1- The Holy Bible again for the 12th time in a row, and 2.The Curious Insident of The Dog In Thee Ninth-Time, but i can hardly read either. I hoped it would be easier twing. I have severe learning difficulties as well as PTSD and narcolepsy.
Last night i sang a Prayer to GOD and Jesus. God answered me and jesus was smiling and hugging me. jesus keeps taking all of me things and it is making me laugh. The SOS say I have restless leg syndrome....
Today i wish I could say will be a good day but i don't know if i'll be saved or not. My lawyer - you - argued the case all night long and for hours yesterday and i wonder: Did you complete it? The SOS call you Martinez which makes me laugh like ahh they don't know your name either! haha. But you always answer to my Martinez so thats fine.
I had an aweful dream last night that i was looking for a man to marry and they kept cheating on me... then GOD told me, "You are married to My martinez Theosire Michael Joseph Clement. His new name is THEOSIRE." and I said okay. I asked GOD to please take me to Heaven and you asked me to stay here with you to have your twins. Thismorning you told me to put my hand on my heart and you stole my heart.
During the breakfast "Tommy" was staring at me and saying, "RAPE...KIMBERLEY... DEAD...!" "Tommy" has been missing for days, dead, and they could not find another actor to play him so he just wasn't here. This is happening to a lot of them.
Tomorrow i am seeing Caitlin and today I need to call Lucas. I wanted to call last week but I was told he was at a camp for the week.
This is maremi SmallArt: Her live videos are about an three hours long and the shorter ones from eight to 45 minutes long. Do enjoy. i think what she is making is really beautiful. i love her talking. It makes the perfect background talk. As you well know, I always need background noise.
I am just going to go and smoke. i love you.
Love, your tiny Angel. xxxxps. I was thinking, just, of a hotel for the Sanctuaries. A really big one with a swimming pool? What do you think? Like this...
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