stuck in the middle with you

To The  BEST OF MY KNOWLEDGE AS MUCH I HAVE KNOW AND LIVED MY LIFE . UNDERSTANDING LIFE AND ITS  MIRICLE IS AS EASY A JOB AS SOLVING A JIGGSAW.  IT IS SOMTHING ABOUT WHICH YOU HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY BUT YOU JUST CANT FIND THE WORDS.

WE ALLWISH FOR SOMTHING MAGICAL TO HAPPEN IN OUR LIFE, SOMETHING THAT TAKES OUR BREATH AWAY SOMTHING WHOSE MEMORIES WE COULD CHERISH FOREVER AND ALWAYSHING THAT MAKES US SAY THAT I HAD THE TIME OF OUR LIFE.

 THE MEMORIES OF THAT SUMMER IS STILL AFRESH IN MY MIND LIKE IT WAS ONLY YESTERDAY I WAS WHAT  YOU CALL YOUR REGULAR TEENAGER WHO ,READ  TO TOO MUCH OF  NICHOLAS SPARKS, LISTEND TO CARPENTERS AND BONNEY M AND HAD SEEN TITANIC ATLEAST A DORZEN TIMES. THE ONE WHO REMEMBERED EACH AND EVERY DILOUGE OF  LOVESTORY BY HEART THE ONE WHO CRIED HER EYES OUT WATCHING THE NOTEBOOKAND A WALK TO REMEMBER AND HOPED TO FIND HER HAPPILY AFTER WAITING FOR MYJACK OR NOAH.IT WAS BACK IN THE SUMMER OF 2006 WHEN MY WISH FINALLY CAME TRUE. THAT YEAR I WAS SUPPOSED TO SPEND MY SUMMER WITH  MY GRAMS AT BUFORT TO BE FRANK I WASNT EXACTLY THRILLED WITH THE IDEA  I MEAN WHICH17YRS OLD WOULD WANNA SPENT THE PRECIOUS  2 MONTHS OF MY LIFE  AFTER A LONG AND TIDEOUS JOURNEY I FINALLY REACHED GRANDMA  ANN'S HOUSE  THE HOUSE  WAS LOCATED ON THE OUTSKIRTS AND LIKE MANY OTHER HOUSES WAS ATLEAST A CENTURY OLD . ON REACHING THE HOUSE I WAS GREETED BY A VERY HAPPY GRAMS . AFTER EXCHANGING OUR GREETINGS WE FINALLY ENTERED THE HOUSE AND I UPON ENTERING STRAIGHTAWAY HEADED FOR THE SHOWER TO GET RID OF THE DUST AND DIRT ONE TENDS TO ACQUIRE DURING A JOURNEY TO DOWN SOUTH. THE SHOWER MADE ME RELAXED AND I WAS READY TO PAY A VISIT TO MY CHILDHOOD BESTIE  NIKKI . THE VISIT WAS A SUPRISE AS I HADNT TOLD NIKKI ABOUT MY ARRIVAL. YOU SEE NIKKI AND I WERE BESTFRENDS SINCE CHILDHOOD AND USED TO DO EVERYTHING  TOGATHER FOR BUILDING SAND CASTLE TO CLIMBING TREES TO DRESSING UP DOLLS  BUT THAT WAS UNTIL  MY FATHER GOT promoted  AND WE HAD TO  MOVE TO DAYTON.I SHARED MY PLANS WITH GRAMS AT SUPPER AND SHE ALLOWED ME TO GO IF I PROMISED TO RETURN BY LIGHTS OUT WICH WAS 11 ,TO  WHICH I IMMIDIATLY AGREED AND HEADED FOR MY DESTINATION. ON REACHING NIKKI'S DOORSTEPS I WAS VERY SWEATY I WIPED THE BEADS OF PRESPIRATION FROM MY FOREHEAD WITH THE BACK OF MY HAND AS I RANG THE DOORBELL A WAVE OF EXCITMENT CASCADED DOWN MY SHOULDER AND I WISHED THAT IT WAS NIKKI WHO WOULD ANSWER  THE DOOR   BUT JUST MY LUCK;  AND TO MY UTMOST DISPLEASURE  THERE STOOD IN FRONT OF ME IN ALL HIS GLORY THE DEVIL HIMSELF AKA NATHANIAL TYLORS WITH AN IRRITATING SMIRK WHICH I WOULD DEFINEATLY LIKE TO WIP OFF  HIS RAVEN BLACK HAIR FALLINF INFRONT OF HIS EYES LIKE A CURTAIN AS  IF HIDING THOSE PRECIOUS EMRALD LIKE EYES HE WAS ABOUT 6'1 WITH A CYLENDRICAL FRAME AND SUNKISSED SKIN WITH A FEW FRECKLES ACROSS HIS FACE. THE SAYING  LOOKS COULD BE DECIVEING  COULDNT BE MORE TRUE FOR ANYONE ELSE FOR THOUGH A CHARMER HE NEVER MISSED ANY CHANCE TO CAST ASPERSION ON ME HE WAS NIKKI'S  ELDER BROTHER AND FROM WHAT I HAD KNOWN WAS AN AD HOC FOR BOTH THE FOOTBALL AND SOCCER TEAM AT HIS SCHOOL, BUT NO MATTER HOW HOT THE GIRLS AROUND HERE FOUND HIM OR NO MATTER HOW MUCH OF A GENTELMAN MY GRAMS THOUGHT HE WAS I JUST COULDNT GET OVER THE FACT THAT HE WAS THE ONE WHO MADE MY ENTIRE CHILDHOOD LIFE MISERABLE. WELL WELL IF IT ISNT  LIBBY THE CRY BABY HE SAID  WATEVER WAS MY RESPONSE AS IF WAS MOST HUMILIATING WORD IN THE HISTORY OF ENGLISH. WHAT BRINGS YOU HERE MADMOSILLE  HE ASKED FAKING A HEAVY FRENCH ACCENT   I SHOVED HIM ASIDE AND ENTERED THE HOUSE IGNORING HIS QUESTION  AS I ENTERED THE HOUSE  I HEARED A HIGH PITCHED VOICE SCREAMING MY NAME AT THE TOP OF HER LUNGS AND THERE SHE WAS MY BESTFREND WITH WHOM I COULD SHARE ALLL MY SECRETS BEYOND THE SHADOWS OF DOUBT . UNLIKE  HER  BROTHER WAS A SHORT CURVY BRUNETTE WITH HAZEL EYES  WHILE NATE HAD TAKE HIS FATHERS LOOKS NIKKI WAS AN EXACT COPY OF HER MOTHER MARY. NIKKI HELD ME CLOSED AND HUGGED ME SO TIGHT AS SHE WAS HANGING ON ME FOR HER DEAR LIFE. I MISSED YOU  SO MUCH SHE SAID I MISSED YOU TOO GIRLFRIEND. AFTER MEETING MARY AND ASKING FOR HER PERMISSION  WE WENT SRAIGHT TO THE BEACH EVEN FORGETTING ABOUT THE STORE. NIKKI WAS TELLING ME SOMTHING ABOUT HER HIGH SCHOOL BUT I WAS TOO BUSY THINKING ABOUT HER BROTHER TO PAY AN Y HEAT TO HER STORY . ALL THE ANGER ALREADY FORGOTTEN.  TO SAY I DIDNT LIKE NATE WOULD BE AN UNDERSTATMENT OF THE CENTURY BUT TO SAY I HATED  HIM WOULDNT BE FRIGHT BECAUSE ACCORDING TO ME HATE WAS A PASSIONATE FEELING AND I HAD YET TO FEEL THAT AMOUNT OF PASSION FOR ANYONE. WE WALKED ABOUT AN HOUR OR SO ON THE BEACH UNTIL I LITERALLY DRAGGED NIKKI AND MADE HER CALL HOME TO SEND SOMEONE TO PICK US UP AFTER A WHILE IT TRUNS OUT THAT NATE WOULD BE OUR RIDE HOME AS HE COMES TO PICK US UP IN HIS ANCIENT TRUCK. ON OUR WAY BACK HOME NATE KEPT ON BUGGING US BY TELLING THAT HOW HE HAD TO GO ALL OUT OF HIS WAY TO PICK US UP AND HOW MARY MADE  HIM MISS THIS AWSOME PARTY WHICH WAS BEING HOSTED BY ONE OF HIS PALS . FIRST HE DROPPED NIKKI AT THEIR HOUSE. WE SAID OUR GOODBYES AND I PROMISED NIKKI THAT I WOLD GO TO THE CARNIVAL WITH HER WHICH WAS TO BE HELD NEXT FRIDAY.AFTER THAT ME &NATE CONTINUED OUR JOURNEY TO MY HOME.IT WAS THE FIRST TIME ME AND NATE WERE ALONE. FOR A WHILE NONE OF US SAID SOMTHING BUT SOON THE SILENCE BEGAN TO BECOME UNCOMFORTABLE FOR ME AND AFTER DEBATING MYSELF  FOR AWHILE I FINALLY MUSTERED THE COURAGE TO SPEAK. 'CAN I ASK YOU A QUESTION ?' HE NODDED HIS HEAD MOTIONING ME TO CARRY ON. WHY DO YOU TREAT ME LIKE THIS? LIKE WHAT HE ASKED AMUSMENT CLEAR IN HIS EYES WHICH MADE ME ROLL MY EYES IMEAN WHY ARE YOU SO MEAN TO ME? TO WHICH HE SIMPLY REPLIED BECAUSE I CARE FOR YOU, HE SAID  LIBBY YOUR TOO GULABLE FOR YOUR OWN GOOD BY INSULTING YOU  I WANTED TO MAKE YOU STRONG SO THAT YOU CAN FACE THE WORLD BOLDLYAND BECAUSE I HAVE ALWAYS  LOVED YOU .. THE SINCERTY IN HIS WORDS LEFT ME GOBSMACKED AND CHANGEDHIS IMAGE IN MY HEAD FROM HEAD TO TOE  .TEARS WERE THREATNING TO FLOW FROM MY EYES AND I JUST COULDNT BELIVE THAT ALL THIS WHILE MY JACK MY ROMEO WAS RIGHT INFRONT OF ME BUT I JUST COULDNT SEE HIM . SEEING TEARS ROLLING DOWN MY CHEEKS HE BROUGHT HIS HANDS TO THEM AND WIPED THE TEARS AWAY .AFTER THAT WE BOTH SAT IN A COMFERTABLE SILENCE . ABOUT 5 MIN LATER WE REACHED GRAMS HOUSE NATE GOT DOWN AND OPENEDMY DOOR FOR ME AS I CAMEOUT OF THE CAR WITHOUT WASTING  A BREATHE I PRESSED MY LIPS OVER HIS AT FIRST HE WAS SHOCKED AND STOOD STILL BUT AFTER A WHILE HE BEGAN TO RESPONSE AND THIS IS HOW HE BECAME MY FIRT FOR EVERTHING MY FIRST BF, MY FIRST KISS AND THE PERSON TO WHOME I LOST MY V CARD.BUT AS YOU KNOW ALL THINGS GOOD/BAD OUGHT TOHAVE AN END .THAT SUMMER TIME FLEW AWAY SO QUICKLY THAT I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE THAT IT WAS TIME TO SAY GOODBYE THOUGH WE PROMISED TO KEEP IN TOUGH BUT I KNEW HIS LONG DISTANCE THING WASNT GOING TO WORK OUT WITH US  WITH HIM TRYING FOR THE STATE TEAM AND MEWORKING MY ASS OFF  TO BRING MY SAT  SCORE SO I COULD GET INTO A DECENT COLLEGE THERE WASNT A WAY FOR US TO BE TOGATHER WE USE TO TALK TO EACHOTHER KEEPING EACHOTHER  UPDATE ABOUT WHAT WAS GOING ON IN OUR LIFE AND AFTER A WHILE THE CALLS GOT REARER AND AT ONE POINT OF  TIME THEY  STOPPED COMING AS WE GOT COMSUMED WITH OUR LIFE AND LOST IN  OUR LIFE AND THIS IS HOW MY HAPPILY EVERAFTER CAME TO AN END