my life in a nutshell

unthinkable

_what do you think is the "unthinkable" in this world? It could be the thought of any kind or any field. But if you already are thinking about it, it didn't stay 'unthinkable'. You made that thought an actual fact or the idea of discussion, right? Don't you let your mind think that you're the only one in this world thinking of this thought or idea. You'll surely find someone who thinks like you do. You just gotta wait, they world is thinking for the new surprise for you_

"Mom, I don't want to go, i want to stay at home with Didi". Hi, it's me Kashi, the younger version in fact... you may be wondering where I don't want to go, well long story short we are going to a party... it's a family party from my father office. And its Saturday meaning that i got to stay up and watch a barbie movie late at night. but my parents. Of course they'll do the total opposite for what you have requested.

Soon we reached at the venue, and I didn't think this would change my course of life for next two years for the unthinkable. What is the unthinkable would be pretty clear in a second. I would say this is the beginning of my story.

"Namaste, how have you been Vardhan Saheb", my father greeting one of his mates. "Namaste, Anita ji, how have you been?", saying my mother to wife of Yash uncle. they started talking, typical Indian parents... Well, I am shy when it comes to roam around alone in an unknown place. But guess what i am not alone anymore! i got a new friend, Yatharv. Yash uncle and Anita aunty son. My mom and Anita aunty left us near the playground, which was meant for children, i mean i get it we were kids back then and yeah that's the best they can do for us to not feel board. "Hi, i am Kashi Singh", i greeted any attempted to find a friend in Yatharv. "Hi, i am Yatharv Vardhan Choudhary", he said quietly. he wasn't friendly or i would say open to stranger. 

Yatharv and we played the whole time we were there and to be very honest, even at the age of 7 years, i found him a gentleman. [don't give me that look, i know WE WERE JUST KIDS but put your feet in my shoes and walk my steps then only you'll know what it is like to be in love with your best friend, but you don't know about it yet.] 

This is what quiet the unthinkable THOUGHT I wanted to share.

{plus: if you got a childhood sweetheart, I relate to you so much. Even if you want to date them, or they want to date you, or you just want to be friends. Or you are stuck in all of these. I feel you guys. I have been all these situations in one way or the other}