MC Devil Dogs #2 I Will Never Love Again.

Finally we meet the twins....

7 months later...

Spider

     I can not believe how time has flown by.  One day I married my Ruby Red then next we welcome our beautiful daughter Miracle.  We are now expecting twins anyday now.  I can not believe how much my life has changed.  I have so much to be thankful for.  I am so glad Red caught my attention that day in the bar because it has completely changed my life.  My little Miracle calling me dada has slowly healed my heart.  I still miss my Lily and Molly but I have finally opened my heart to love again.  Man when I tell you I love Red and Miracle, the world is not big enough to contain the amount of love I have for them.  The guys at the club call me pussy whipped and to tell you the truth I am and proud of it.  That woman has changed everything about me.  I am sticking around the house now though because I do not want to leave her alone.  She is schedule for a c-section tomorrow to make sure the twins are delivered safely.  I am nervous though.  I can not stand to think about her hurting.  Bless her heart she has gotten so big and unable to get up and down very easily.   I don't know what we would have done without Veronica helping around here.  We have decided to name Blade and Veronica the twins God parents.  We haven't told them yet, we are waiting until they make their appearance into the world. 

Ruby

     I am as big as a whale.  I am so miserable and so ready for these babies to come into this world.  Spider will not let me do anything around the house.  I am not totally helpless so it's irritating to me.  Just a few hours we will be heading to the hospital for my C-section and I can not wait for our babies to arrive.  Blade and Veronica is suppose to come over to watch Miracle and then bring her over to see her siblings.  I never thought that I would be here.  I never thought I would love again and have children.  This man has changed my world though.  I have never felt so loved and treasured.  I never felt this way with Leo, I thought that was true love.  It was nothing but puppy love.  I will forever miss my Rose and wish she was still with us.  I have to think she is watching over us though.  I hope Leo found some type of peace and he is with her.  I don't hear from my family anymore at all.  The last I heard Sally and my mom live together.  Leonard is still alive so that's a plus.  I will never forgive Sally.  I really don't see how she can live with herself.  Time for some sleep even though I can not get comfortable.  I am nervous about the surgery but I understand they are worried about the twins safety. 

Spider

     It's show time, we arrived at 5 am to prep for the surgery.  I am so damn nervous for my Red.  I am ushered into a room to put on scrubs and to wait for the nurse to come after me.  I have the fucking jitters.  I am so ready for my girl to be through with delivering healthy twins.  Have you ever watched a clock and it seems it doesn't move?  I swear I have been in here forever!  I say a little prayer while I wait "Please Lord take care of my girl. Please let our babies arrive healthy, Amen."  I hear a knock on the door.  "Sir we are ready for you now, follow me" said the nurse.  Here we go, keep your cool Spider.  I walk into the room and see my beauty laying on the table.  She looks scared and I understand why.  I go over to take my seat beside her and hold her hand. "Red you got this, together we got this" I assured her.  I lean over kiss her lips then her forehead.  I see a tear slip out and wipe it away with my thumb.  "Jerry I am scared but ready to meet our babies.  I just want them both to be healthy.  I don't think I could deal with anymore heartache" Ruby said.  I caress her cheek and whispered in her ear "Red you are the strongest woman I know.  No matter what we have each other.  I love you Ruby now and forever."

Ruby

     I lay on this hard ass bed, scared shitless.  They need to hurry up and bring my man in.  I need him so much right now.  I can not believe we are fixing to be a family of 5.  Who knew I would get to this point, I sure didn't.  I love this man though.  He has shown me so much love.  I lay here freaking out when I hear the door open and see my Spider come in.  I am trying not to cry but I am scared.  I tell him so.  He caresses my cheek and whispered those sweet words to me.  I can do this.  I hear the doctor telling me what's going on.  They are fixing to pull out our first baby.  I listen, I finally here my baby cry they show her to me over the sheet but then take her to the side to check her.  She looked so tiny.  I am crying full on snotfest now.  She was so freaking adorable.  I listen to her crying while they check her and it's the most wonderful sound in the world.  The doctor tells me they are fixing to have baby #2 out.  I can not wait to see our boy.  I feel them tugging on my abdomen, it doesn't hurt but it doesn't feel comfortable.  The doctor holds baby #2 up for us to see.  I tell Spider to go see about our twins while they stitch me up but her refuses.  He holds my hand and tells me "I am not leaving you sweetheart, they are going to be fine too."  How did I get so lucky with this man? 

Spider

     Red has been asleep for a couple hours.  She was so stressed last night she couldn't sleep so she needs this.  I am sitting here waiting on them to bring the babies back in.  They took them to run couple test.  However it looks like they are both doing good just smaller than our Miracle was.  I can not believe I am a father of 3 kids now.  That's a lot of pressure, I got to do this right.  I hear them bringing in my kiddos.  I can not wait to get my hands on them again.  I see Red trying to sit up.  I go over to assist her, she has got to be sore. She is smiling big when she sees our babies.  "Call Blade and tell him to bring Miracle over to meet her siblings" she tells me.  I step out real quick to make the call.  I can't wait to see how Miracle reacts.  She has been spoiled for awhile by all the brothers and now she will have to share the attention.  I come back in to see my beautiful wife breast feeding our son, I think.  They look a lot alike most definately going to have to dress them in girl/boy clothes soon.

Ruby

     I am sitting her holding our son while Spider holds our daughter waiting on Blade to bring Miracle.  I am so excited to see how she really feels about being a big sister.  Knock, knock.....Spider gets up and opens the door.  I hear Miracle yell "Dada, Baby!"    I look over to see my baby looking down at her sister with a big smile.  I call out to her "Miracle that's your sister daddy is holding and mommy is holding your brother."  She gets Blade to walk her closer.  She takes a closer look at him then says "Bruder?"  We all laugh and my heart swells a little bigger.  "Yes baby brother, and a sister for you to help watch after" I answer her.  She leans over trying to give sugar.  Blade ask if it's okay to sit her beside me and I reassure him it is.  Spider comes over with our daughter too.  We sit there as a family of 5.  My heart is so full.  Spider takes my hand and asked me "You ready to ask them?" I nod my head yes.  Spider ask "Blade and Veronica you two are like our brother and sister.  We couldn't ask for better friends or family than you two.  Red and I was wondering if you will be God parents to our newest members?"  I look up at them and I see Veronica crying and Blade smiling while holding her.  They both nod their heads in agreement and we all celebrate.  I say "Well then I would like to introduce you to your God children James Whit and Jacqueline Roni Noles." Yes we named them after their God parents.  Veronica said "Omg you did not!? How cute."  We sit there for a few minutes and then Spider says "Well since you both agreed then how about we add our little Miracle to the offer?"  They looked confused when I added "You see we were still so shocked over having Miracle that we didn't think to ask when she was born but we both talked it over and decided since we don't really have real family by blood we would like for you two to be our real family for our kids."  Blade then walked over and picked Miracle back up "Princess do you love Uncle Blade and Auntie Veronica?"  She smiled big and nodded her head yes.  Veronica gave her a kiss and said "We would love too!"  I then looked at Spider and told him "Dear hubby you will now get yourself snipped! Because I am done with having babies."  We all laughed well almost all of us Spider did not.  He still sat there with his mouth wide open.