I.....Should've.....R-A-N

October 15,2017,

Man, do these stoplights always take this long.

Huh, that's weird I've seen that guy Like five times tonight almost as if he's following me.

Oh,what am I thinking no guy as hot as that could want a girl as plain Jane as me.

I need to stop thinking things like that he's a WORDLY Man and your an Applestolic Young Lady.

He's closer now and it's getting Darker and Creepier.

I shouldn't be walking down Gilmore Rd this late at night it's like asking to be raped.

As I pick up my pace(which is hard to do since I'm carrying groceries

Urgh, I wish faith would've let me borrow her car)I notice he starts walking faster also.

Sheesh, I need to stop being so paranoid.

It's been like five minutes and he's two yards behind me.

Now I know for sure he doesn't have good intentions(I should've listened to my intuition).

Now I can't run 'cause I know he'll catch me my only chance now is to wait til' he grabs me then either hit him with one of the grocery bags or kick him and TRY to inflict pain and IF I succeed ill TRY to run home.

The Operative Words being IF and TRY.

After about two minutes of pure torture

HE SPOKE.

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"Well,'Ello pretty lady"

"Why are you following me?"

"Ain't that kinda obvious?"

"Y-y-you want to rape me?"

"Give the lady a prize. you guessed it pretty dang fast once I said it was obvious eh?"

"I always believe the best of people."

"Not everybody can be trusted."

"True, but kinda contradictory coming from a man who should as my rapist want me to trust him so he can lure and then use me."

"Your a smart alec aren't ya?"

"You would be too if you were a Christian girl with her virginity at stake!"

"You actually believe all that Religious mumbo jumbo?"

"Yeah,what's it to you?"

"Nothing if you have sex with me."

"Nope,Sorry."

"Then I guess we're gonna have to do this the hard way."

"P-P-PLEASE DON'T HURT ME" I said knowing it was no use

"Oh,I won't hurt you to bad nothing that people will see at least."

With that said he then took a menacing step forward causing me to step back instinctually,

taking advantage of that he threw me down on the ground Hard and started taking my clothes and his off.

I just wanted for him to get this over and done with as quick as he could so i wouldn't go through that much trauma,but a little voice in the back of my head said its 'cause your afraid you'll enjoy it.

I was shaken from my thoughts when he started to suck,kiss,bite,and lick all over my skin when my worst nightmare came true.

I MOANED!

Pretty soon i was a moaning mess when he thrust inside I felt pain like I'd never felt before but in a matter of seconds when he started to move I felt so much pleasure it was overwhelming.

It wasn't till after I came down off my high I felt liquid running down my thigh did I realize what had happened I had CLIMAXED.

CLIMAXED with my Attacker wait a second now it can't be classed as rape 'cause I participated also.

I was about to start rambling in my mind when he spoke

"don't worry darlin' I won't tell a soul that you enjoyed it so you go on and tell your family and future husband that I raped you"

"You almost sound.....Jealous"

"Jealous,what do I have to be jealous of I got you first,i was the first man to spill his seed in you,the first man to make you moan and climax."

"Oh."

"Uh oh"

"Wait a second are you thinking what I'm thinking?"

"We didn't use Protection!!!!!!"

We said at the same time,normally I'd laugh at that but since this mistake cost me my virginity and I might now be carrying this man's child that I don't even know the name of that reminds me.

"What's your whole name?"

"Why? your just going to turn me in."

"No that's not why I was asking I was asking so I could give our child your last name if I'm pregnant that is. Plus I wanna know the name of the man I gave my virginity to."

"Oh in that case it's..........

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"Tanner Logan Carter"

"Nice Name"

"I guess,oh and if you want to get up now you can.......unless you want a replay"

"Uh, no thanks, I think I'll pass,

Nice try though."

"Aw Shucks,just when I was getting my hopes up"

" 'fore I leave how old are you?"

"19, you?"

"17"

"Why where you asking?"

"Wanted to make sure you were older than me that'd be disgusting having sex with a sixteen year old."

"Either your telling the truth,or your a really good liar."

I busted out laughing when he looked at me confused I said,

"I'm a horrible liar I stutter or just smile a nervous smile if you catch me in the act that is."

"Oh"

" Well bye, too bad we didn't meet in a better situation I could see myself falling for a guy like you"

" Bye Bye 'Darlin' have fun with your life"

"Bye"

With that said I continued down Gilmore to the church

(otherwise known as my home,in the parsonage of course never in the sanctuary)

when I got home I put the groceries away the whole time acting as if everything was okay.

When I went to bed that night my last conscious thought was:

I.....Should've.....R-A-N.

A/N

Please tell me if I'm doing good.