Yeonjun and Soobin were mates and after they mated when they were 17 there was a war between two packs and Soobin gets killed by the other pack's omega who was jealous of Soobin and tricked him. Almost a century later Soobin is alive and has no memo...
Yeonjun Pov Life has been such hell why am I even still alive at this point. The love of my life is dead but I'm still alive. Why did the Moon goddess do this what did I do. Why did he have to.. it's my fault I shouldn't have ignored him like that I didn't mean to. He was just scared and he just didn't want to be alone and I was just trying to prepare to protect him and make sure he's safe but instead I brought him into danger. Maybe I'm being punished for it. We were supposed to mate and then I was supposed to take over the pack and I did both but what's the point now. What's the point in taking over when I don't have him by my side anymore. He'll never be here again. I just need my baby boy back in my arms again. I wiped my tears and I finally got out of bed and freshened up. I can't keep acting like this he wouldn't want that. I changed and I went downstairs and I saw the others.
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I live in the pack house now. It's tradition to build homes for your mate and I did that but why should I live there now when he's not there. It hurts too much everything in there is untouched I couldn't get rid of anything. How could I get rid of my mate's things I just couldn't. Beomgyu: Yeonjun are you ok Huh yeah I..I'm fine Kai:We know you aren't So what nothing is going on change Kai: Yeonjun It's ok I'm fine I sighed and I felt Taehyun hug me. Taehyun:I'm sorry that rose did that It's ok it's my fault I shouldn't have ignored him like that Kai;You didn't know no one did But I- Beomgyu:Stop blaming yourself no one knew I guess your right Kai;I wish we could help Well it would be to bring him back but that's not going to happen Beomgyu:We actually did something for you Huh what Kai: You know your home Yeah why Kai;Well we tidied everything up in there Really Beomgyu:We got rid of some clutter and organized everything Taehyun:All Soobin's things are safe I figured I know you wouldn't just toss it Beomgyu:Of course not we cared for him too and we know how much they mean to you we put them in storage containers so they'd be cleaner Really thank you I've been wanting to do that but Kai;We know it hurts for you to go there It does a lot I just wish he was here with me Kai;We all do It's so hard to be without him I just hope he's happy Kai:I'm sure he is and I'm sure he's watching over you I guess he is Taehyun: We're all here for you I know you are I honestly wouldn't be here without you guys Kai: We're always here I know you are. We finished eating and I sighed and I went to my office to do paperwork. He'd always come in while I do paperwork and snuggle into my chest. Everything is so hard without him. I did my paperwork and I went to our old home and I saw everything was clean. I haven't been here in a long time it just hurt so much. I went around and I saw everything in our old room in storage containers and I saw a note.
Hi leader it's us we figured that it's been a long time since you were here and we didn't want you coming back to a bunch of clutter and dust and all that Soooo we decided to cheer you up a little and make everything better in all these are all soobin's stuff I hope you don't think it's us trying to tell you to get rid of it or move it We just didn't want it to collect dust and be all dirty and everything we wanted it somewhere safe and sound for you We hate seeing you like this we really wish we could do more to help but I hope this makes you at least a little happy Please cheer up I bet Soobin is trying to make you happy right now by acting cute or whatever he did to cheer you up you always had a giant smile whenever he came around What would Soobin say he'd be like cheer up the rainy days only last a little and then he'd giggle and do a cute pose We love you and we hope you don't think that you're a bad alpha you aren't you are the best and the pack wouldn't run without you --beomgyu, Kai, Taehyun,
I cried a little and wiped my eyes. They really are the best and Soobin just sensing him would make me so happy. Just him existing was enough to make me so happy. I really wish he was here. I put the note down and I looked through all of his stuff. I saw a lot of things like the stuffed bear keychain I got him when I was courting him. Most wolves when they find their mate don't court them until after they mate but I wanted to make him feel special. I miss him so much it hurts everyday to be without him. I sighed and I put everything back and I went back to the pack house and I went to my room and I laid on the bed under the covers and I decided to ask the moon goddess before I went to sleep. If you're here please bring him back to me I need him back to me again please. I hugged my pillow and I went to sleep dreaming about him.
