i dont know when it began, where i went wrong, what i said, what i did. but did i really deserve to be left like that? forgotten? a memory to be discarded? or was it meant to happen like most stories do.
his smile, his face, his voice, everything about him. even with just a slight mention of him, i cant ignore the feeling of my chest starting to hurt every time someone says his name. even with just one look, all the memories start gushing down like a river with a strong current. his touch that was ever so gentle, oh how i wish it were to end. hoping to wake up in his arms instead of having to live with this outcome.
yet despite wanting to see you once more, i cant help but let the thought linger in my mind. for how much i hated you for what you had to do. and i shouldve known it from the start.
such promises you swore to keep, were simply just empty vows left to echo through the vast depths of the void.
you cant do that.. you cant just enter my life and walk away right after. you just cant..
