My Måfiá🔞

°prologue°

I'm Y/N not rich and spoiled brat like others. I am 22, works as a sports teacher to get money and spend on my books. After coming from school I spend my almost time in library near my house.

I was living my life happily until my father arrange my marriage with his friend's son he is also dad's boss. His name is Woonsik, a spoiled,rich and bad guy who doesn't even know how to respect girls.

I love Mafia's. My obsession for Mafia's grew more when I was engaged with Woonsik because I want to kill him not in real but he is such a pain in my ass.

I'm not like other girl who wants money,clothes,makeup. I want guns,power. I always want to be a powerful girl who knows about fighting for herself but sadly my dad didn't support me to be a police officer. Exercising, boxing and reading dark romance books
are my favourite hobbies.

I'm engaged with Woonsik
from 6 months,he try to come close to me but my heart never skipped a beat for him.
Actually I started to hate him after he try to force me.

He always want me to do everything he says. But I'm a girl,I also have my self respect. I told my father many times that I don't want him as my life partner, but he didn't listen to me.

What should I do now, my mom always force me to talk to him. But I really feel like eww whenever I listen to him. Today he want to take me to select our wedding dress.

I want my man who can save me from him, Where is my Mafia. My imagination and desire for being loved will never complete. Where are you????My man.

I sigh and get ready to go. If I didn't go with him my mom will beat me.

Why I'm stuck in this I can't spend my life by my own. First I got this much strict parents,who didn't let me go anywhere than this bastard.

I was thinking about my future.
When mom comes in my room
Mom: Wow. You look beautiful.
"Mom...please I don't want to marry him. I don't even like him." She tried to tell her one more time.

" look baby....they are rich and powerful.....he wants to marry you....Can't you do this for us." Her mom said with pleading eyes.

"but mom what about me? I know I will never be happy with him" she protested.

"when you will get married you will fall for him"her mom said with so much hope.

"fall for him....My foot"

She leaves the house angrily. He was infront of the house with his big car.

"showoff"... She mumbled to herself.

"Hy lovely"
He try to hold her hand but she went at another side of the car Woonsik looks at her.

He didn't even open the door for her.
"He have no manners".(Again she mumbled)

Woonsik drove the car to the mall. He talks to her but she didn't answer him.

Y/N try a dress and comes out from the room.
"is this ok?"She said with a done face.

"Buy what you like." He said looking at his phone.

"I'm just acting as your soon to be wife. I'm not interested in you.....so why I buy the dress of my choice" she said a little bit hurt.

"What happened?"Woonsik said like he don't know anything.
" I don't want to marry you" with angry face.

"but you have to" his voice filled with anger.

"I know just pay for this one....I want to go home"

She closed the door of her room and threw herself on the bed and cried.

Why I'm crying because of that useless boy. I'm not that much weak.

"Y/N come eat....dinner is ready" her mom shout from outside.
"Im not hungry"
She falls asleep while crying.

She woke up when her alarm rings.
Oh I will be late for school.
After taking a quick shower she ran from the house to take the bus.
After spending her day as a sports teacher, She reach home.

"what about lunch...you didn't even eat last night and you ran without eating breakfast"
Her mom said worrying about her.

"I don't want to eat mom"

"Why?" She asked again.

"I just don't feel like hungry.I'm going to library"she said.

"You always stay in library. Spend some time with Woonsik you have to stay with him" she said being a little bit annoyed by her behaviour.

'My fictional men's are much better than him. He is a straight slim boy. But those fictional men's have a perfect body and they knew how to behave with a girl" her voice filled with proud.

"ahh.....This girl will never listen to me" her mom said.

'What you want mom....I'm already marring him for you and dad. What more you want from me" she said getting emotional.

Y/N mom saw tears in Y/N's eyes. She comes near her and touch her face.

"why are you crying baby?" Her voice filled with emotions.

"don't touch me. I'm going to library"

Y/N go to library. She stay happy while reading. Her imaginary world gives her peace.