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Colors of a Jittery love || Chanmin ౨ৎ

"What do you mean you're breaking up with me"

"I just found someone better Channie."

"Don't fucking call me that, you seriously took a six month trip to the other side of the world and you're coming back to tell me that you were cheating on me this whole time? What the fuck is your problem."

"I didn't cheat, we didn't had sex or anything we just spent time and I fell in love."

Chan couldn't believe her. They've been together almost two years and now she expects him to simply agree.

"Do you even realise that it doesn't make any sense, you're throwing out a two years relationship for some stupid guy you met in America?"

"It does, I can't control who I love, I'm sorry. What do you want me to say?"

"Gosh and I even wanted to marry you. Fuck you I want you out of my house by the end of the day, and don't you dare call me ever again when he breaks your heart, I would have never done this to you."

And with that he left her, the person he deeply loved for all this years, they faced everything together, and now she didn't even gave him the opportunity to work it out, he wanted to simply cry and eat some ice cream and maybe punch in the face that guy, but he was better than this and Chan knew it.

While he walked in the park he eventually saw a bench that faced the lake, he sat there and just stared at his surroundings, the sun hid behind the trees. It was calm, only the sound of leaves moving by the wind. It would have been a romantic atmosphere. But no, not anymore.

He started crying, finally letting out everything he held for the past hour, hands on his face while he looked down, his mind now only hearing sobs.

"She really left." he said to himself with a small voice, he was heartbroken, he still couldn't believe it, that hadn't happened, it was all a nightmare, she wouldn't do that to him, she wouldn't, not after everything they've been through.

He started shaking, his hands now sweating while he grabbed his hair, he suddenly felt his heart beating faster and faster. Was it a panic attack? No... he hadn't had them for a long time.

Reality caught him when he felt his breath shortening, he grabbed his chest for a sense of relief, but nothing, he felt like he was dying, air wanted to leave is lungs and he couldn't do nothing about it, or even wanted to.

"Breathe slowly"

He suddenly felt a hand touch his shoulder, he lifted his gaze to then being met by a guy who was looking right into him.

The boy squatted between his legs to take his hands and hold them still, while tracing some paths with his thumbs.

"Can you please breathe with me. In and out."

Chan stared at him in disbelief but he tried his best trying to match the other breathing techniques.

"Now in... and out." he expelled all his breath.

"And again in... and out."

He tightened his grip on the other's hands for support while he continued breathing , it was slowly getting better, he wasn't shaking anymore and his breath was stabilising.

He didn't know who he was but in that moment he owed everything to him.

"Good job, feeling better?"

He responded with a shaky "Yeah." continuing to stare right at the other, his mind must have been still out because in that moment with the sun behind him it looked like an angel came straight from heaven just to save him.