Johnnie entered back into his own room, laying onto his bed. He slipped off his shirt to reveal his tatted self before he crawled into his black themed blankets.
He is staring at the ceiling. His mind is clouding with thoughts. Worried for Jake. Thinking about Jake, holding Jake.. kissing Jake.
Wait what?
Johnnie blinked a few times, trying to shake those thoughts away. But they never seemed to leave.
As his mind stirred with thoughts, his mind turning the wheels. He is thinking about every video they filmed together, their jokingly flirting behavior, the smiles, the laughter.....
The time they kissed drunk at Tara's party.
Johnnie blushed as his mind traveled to the kiss. Remembering how soft Jake's lips felt against his own. The strong smell of alcohol on their lips when they did that.
How it spreaded all across social media because it was clipped from the stream that was online.
"Fuck...." Johnnie whispered as he covered his face with his hands. It was awhile ago, last year to be exact. But he couldn't shake the feeling off.
He is in love with his best friend. No doubt about it. He didn't expect himself to even like men this way, but I mean... There's always a first for everything.
Then he wondered.
Did Jake mean that kiss? Was that real? Or a joke?
Then his mind thinks about January... How they kissed again intoxicated on New Year's to celebrate 2024.
A groan left Johnnie's lips as he grabbed his pillow, covering his face into it. His pale complexion burned with blush as he takes the realization into hand.
He is in love with Jake Webber.
Tossing his pillow to the side. He heard footsteps approaching. Johnnie turned his head to the sound.
Then they slowly dissipated, which just assumed Jake went to his own room to get some sleep.
Johnnie laid on his side, as his emo eyes began to close. He fell asleep, thinking about Jake and eventually dreaming about him.
What he doesn't know, is that Jake was asleep as well. Dreaming the same thing but with Johnnie instead.
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Fanfiction[ L O S T ] Jake is lost in a train ride of emotions. He feels as if he's in a maze - corrupted by his negative thoughts and not full of understanding of them. Yet a certain emo boy, Johnnie Guilbert - helps him through this emotional time and their...
