Jake slumps into Johnnie's tatted arms once again, being held in a loving embrace. He wraps his own tatted arms around the emo, returning the hug.
"Why didn't you tell me sooner?" Johnnie asked as he kissed the top of Jake's bright dyed red haired head.
"I don't know. I guess I was just trying to figure it out on my own." Jake replied, lifting his head as he smiled at Johnnie.
"You don't have to figure out everything on your own." Johnnie replied, placing his forehead against Jake's. "You have me to fall back on."
"I know." Jake replied, noticing Johnnie's eyes glistened with tears. "What's wrong Johnnie?"
"I felt lost, too." Johnnie choked up, sniffling as a few tears rolled down his face.
"I felt so lost that I just needed you to find me too. I was so scared to tell you, but I'm happy that I did. I'm happy that my heart wasn't lost and found you." Johnnie cried out as his makeup started smearing.
Jake reconnected their lips into a soft passionate kiss. Johnnie felt tears of makeup rolling down his face as he returned the kiss to his best friend.
The punk's hand cupped Johnnie's face as they pulled back from the kiss. his thumb brushing against the skin of Johnnie's cheek.
"It's okay now. We were lost in the beginning, but we managed to find our way back to each other. We don't need to hide anything else. Okay?" Jake spoke softly.
"Okay.." Johnnie replied, sniffling as a smile grows onto his face. "Okay. – I'm not hiding anything else, are you?"
"No, no I'm not." Jake replied softly. "I was just holding it back because I didn't know myself, but I realized that this makes sense. This feeling sounds about right. It sounds found. I found it, I found your heart and it's against mine. It's Love Johnnie, holy shit, – it's love for you."
"I feel it," Johnnie whispered, placing his tatted hand onto Jake's racing chest. "I feel your heart pounding against my hand. It's like music to my ears, and the rhythm of the drum is against my hand. I feel it in my chest too, are we beating as one?"
"Think so." Jake replied, placing his hand onto Johnnie's chest, their heartbeats beating in sync. Beating as one.
They found their feelings for each other.
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Fanfiction[ L O S T ] Jake is lost in a train ride of emotions. He feels as if he's in a maze - corrupted by his negative thoughts and not full of understanding of them. Yet a certain emo boy, Johnnie Guilbert - helps him through this emotional time and their...
