"Im so happy too, Johnnie. I was smoking and binge eating my feelings, trying to get this feeling to go away. But it never did." Jake's red hair gets messy as it is getting played with.
Johnnie chuckled and looked at his messy hair. "You're so cute when you're all disheveled. But seriously, you shouldn't have been doing that. I'm glad you stopped."
"Im still working on it." Jake replied. "i am gonna to back to having nicotine gum only and try to not binge as much."
Johnnie nodded and gave him a reassuring smile."I'm proud of you for that. Just take it one step at a time, okay? I'll be here to support you every step of the way."
"I finally feel found." Jake replied, leaning in and connecting their lips again. "You feel the same way, right?"
Johnnie nodded, his heart fluttering at his words. He pulled him closer, deepening the kiss. "Yes, I do. I feel like I finally found my place. My home. And that place is with you, Jake."
"Mine too, Johnnie. You make me feel like I'm home. We live in a house, but you're my home." Jake pecks Johnnie's cheek. "And yeah, i may hangout with our other friends at parties and stuff but.. its not the same. I will always come back to you."
Johnnie smiled warmly, his heart melting at his words. He couldn't help but feel a sense of love and belonging when he was with Jake. He gently cupped his face and looked into his eyes.
"I feel the same way, Jake. I love spending time with our friends, but it's different when I'm with you. You're my person, my rock. And I'm grateful that you always come back to me. I love you."
Jake smiled widely as he nodded, tears of joy stinging his eyes.
"i love you too! Thank you for helping me figure all this out.. for making me not lost anymore."
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Fanfiction[ L O S T ] Jake is lost in a train ride of emotions. He feels as if he's in a maze - corrupted by his negative thoughts and not full of understanding of them. Yet a certain emo boy, Johnnie Guilbert - helps him through this emotional time and their...
