Johnnie held him tightly, his arms wrapped around him in a comforting embrace. He could feel Jake's breathing start to slow down, and he knew he was beginning to relax.
"That's it, just breathe. Focus on the pressure of my hug. I've got you, baby. You're safe and loved." Johnnie comforted.
Jake felt himself calm down. He opened his eyes. He was lost in the overstimulation but he was found back to a calmer state.
Johnnie smiled gently, seeing that Jake had calmed down."There you go. How are you feeling now? Better?"
"Ye-yeah. Sorry." Jake apologized, as he flaps his hands for a bit longer. Stimming himself into regulation.
Johnnie shook his head and gently took his hands, holding them in his own. "You don't have to apologize, Jake. It's not your fault. I understand that sometimes emotions can be overwhelming, and that's okay. You don't have to apologize for needing to stim or for having an overstimulation episode. I'm here to support you, no matter what."
Jake felt.. understood. He didn't feel lost anymore. He started to smile. He didn't feel like he was alone anymore.
Johnnie smiled back, feeling a sense of relief wash over him. He was glad that he could provide Jake with the support and understanding he needed.
"You're not alone, Jake. I'm here for you, always. I'm here to listen, to talk, to hold you when you need it. You don't have to go through anything alone anymore."
"Thank you so much Johnnie." Jake replied, leaning in and kissing the emo once again.
Johnnie smiled into the kiss, feeling his heart flutter with affection. He pulled Jake closer, deepening the kiss and pouring all his love and care into it. "You're welcome, baby. I'll always be here for you. I love you so much."
"So we're dating now?" Jake asked, cluelessly since it kinda went over his head a bit.
Johnnie chuckled and nodded, gently brushing his fingers through Jake's hair. "Yes, we're dating now. If you want to, of course. I'd love to be your boyfriend."
Jake laughs, some red bits of hair fell over his eyes. "Of course i fucking want too!" He beamed, tackling Johnnie to the bed and peppering Johnnies face with kisses.
Johnnie laughed as Jake tackled him onto the bed, enjoying the feeling of his kisses all over his face. He wrapped his arms around Jake, holding him close.
"Well, I'm glad we're on the same page then. Because I want to be your boyfriend more than anything. I love you, Jake."
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Fiksi Penggemar[ L O S T ] Jake is lost in a train ride of emotions. He feels as if he's in a maze - corrupted by his negative thoughts and not full of understanding of them. Yet a certain emo boy, Johnnie Guilbert - helps him through this emotional time and their...
