Who Is She?

Throughout her life she always had trouble communicating with others, most of the time because she didn't want to bother anyone. She kept things to herself and learned how to get through things on her own. She usually wants to be alone because having friends means hanging out and she knows she won't be able to due to her mom being strict so she doesn't bother making friends. Like she's always at home, she started to hate being home. Whenever she has a chance to go out, she does and that was only when she went to school and came back from school. When it comes to her having fun even if it's for a while she takes the risk to hang out with friends but one day everything changed for her.

Things with school were already hard enough like she gets distracted easily or it's just hard to understand what the teachers are trying to explain but when she started to get headaches it made it more difficult for her to get things done. When she got headaches she didn't think much about it like she gets it often she started to get used to it. That was till the pain was too much to bear. She tried to tell her mom about it but her mom always said it was because of the phone. She knew her mom would say that but for some reason she hoped her mom would take her seriously. Whenever she had bad headaches she would still do what she has to do but when the pain gets worse she closes her eyes and if she's home she sleeps through the pain. Sometimes it gets so bad even the pills are not doing anything anymore. There were times she felt like she was going to die due to the pain. She wanted answers about the headaches she's been having because she knows it wasn't normal. She might be sacred to find out it's something bad but the pain been getting worse and she not sure how much she can handle the pain for much longer. She told her doctor what's been happening and the doctor was concerned for her health due to her having headaches for 2 years about to be 3 years. The doctors don't seem to find anything about why she's having these headaches.

Due to her headaches she found herself doing things to distract herself. She would watch shows, sing, draw and read to be away from things for a while. In the end it became a habit. She reads to escape from reality. She reads to distract her from things that are happening around her. That soon enough she came to love reading not only to escape but to let out her emotions and she gets to feel her emotions when she reads.

You're probably wondering who is She. I am her and this is my story and I am still growing to be a better person I can truly be proud of.