She was meant to be a Princess. A Royalty. First Girl born after decades in the Family.
But Ashima Rajput never knew.
Living a perfectly peaceful life after years of struggle away from truth. Away from her family with her 2 best friends.
She was not...
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"Ek heer thi aur tha ek raanjha,
Kehte hai mere gaon mein,
Sacha ho dil to, sau mushkilen ho
Jhukta naseeba pao mein."
WHAT. THE. FUCK.
This is all I can say after everything has happened till now. You know that feeling when your life takes a complete 360 degree turn but in a good way? But at the same time, it scares the shit out of you?
Yeah, I won't judge you if you think I am crazy!!!
First, I found that I have a family that loves me and apparently never gave me up and now I am here thinking about my marriage. I have never in my wildest thoughts did think about marrying.
Because to be honest I never thought I would marry. The word scares the shit out of me. Marrying someone means loving them, trusting them and these two words are nightmare for me. Trust is something which is not easy for me to do. I have severe trust issues which I don't think anyone would want to put up with.
And at the same time, Love is a word that is foreign for me. Yes, I do love Ro, Sid, and my family but that's totally different than loving someone romantically. I don't think I am capable of loving anyone or getting loved by anyone.
But at the same time, it's KABIR we are talking about. A guy I have been obsessed with for years. Marrying him is like a dream coming true. But am I really ready for this big responsibility? I don't want to hurt him, but I am not capable of loving him. Sure, I have been obsessed with him but loving him, trusting him is totally different.
I know what my answer is gonna be, but I need this time for myself. I know how things in the family works as a week back Maa was telling me stories about their marriage and how it's a rule in our family to form alliance and marry. And I also know Rudra bhai will never say this to me but now I am part of the family, and I don't want to disobey anyone.
Well, it's Kabir that's the main reason you don't want to disobey.
Shut up!!! Stop thinking!!!
Am I really ready for this or not. I haven't shared anything with Ro and Sid, and I know I should just call them and rant everything out, but I don't think I wanna do this right now.
I have just talked to Kabir one time; how can I decide that he is the one for me? Sure, the way he behaved with me today was heartwarming. But would he still love me same after getting to know my darkest secrets too? Would he want to be with a girl like me? With a girl who has fucked up past?
My train of thoughts broke as I heard a ping on m phone. I furrow my brows as I see Kabir's name and his message.
Kabir: I know you said you wanted some time, but I want to make things easier for you. So, go downstairs there's a package waiting for you.
