Longing 4 U

The unseen sadness of my heart
Which started to lie to my eyes.
The longing eyes and clueless smile
With heavy heart and haywire mind.

I thought that things would be alright,
I thought only tears were shed all night.
But all those laughter behind those tears
They have started to torment me all daylight.

It was good, it was fine.
Thought that I knew , he was mine.
Where I couldn't own, I couldn't live.
By all the guilt and sorrows built.

No ego had not fear or hate .
If this has happened then it our fate.
That I mourn, the fault be mine,
But although out I acted fine.

I fooled myself and others too,
I fooled to be fine and move.
The dull and dusty life was mine,
It still is never swept and I'm longing to breathe in your dust
Once again.....