Finding myself

I honestly dont care

Mia ! Miaaaa! MIA!!!! Wake the hell up , the bells about to ring!

-Mia-
I woke up to my best friend Cassidy screaming into my ear for me to wake the hell up, i grumble as she shakes me suddenly realizing I'm at school popping my head up fast before people start to stare .

Looking around to find everyone staring as i look over and glare at Cassidy. Seriously man! Why didn't you just let the bell wake me up.

Sorry miss sleepy pants! Didn't think you wanted to get detention look like you need the sleep love. Cassidy said with a concerned look on her face.

Sorry Cass, i didn't mean to sound rude Ashely had her music blasting all night and i couldn't sleep at all !

Seriously Mia! You need to take a stand to her! Shes been acting like a little cunt.

Yeah, yeah, yeah ! Maybe tomorrow.

I get up as the bell rings walking to my car. normally Ashely is waiting for me so I decided to wait a minute for her. After a good ten minutes I figured she got a ride from one of the foot ball jocks and got into my car about to start it when Cassidy runs to my car asking for a ride home. I roll my eyes and tell her to hop in

Hey Mia, how have you and mike been going ?

Ugh Cass honestly i hate being with him honestly all he ever wants to do is party ! He gonna ruin my college chances . i never wanted to be with him in the first place!

God Mia! You worry to much on school sometimes but thanks for the ride see you Monday pizza cake !

I smile at the nick name she has had for me since we where thirteen and then drive off.

-Ashely-
I walked out of school today to see my sisters boyfriend sitting there waiting for her all lonely, he deserves better and by better i mean me. surly Mia wont mind sharing!

I run up to mike and grab his hand come with me !

Hum, Ashely where are we going? I was waiting for you sister.

Shh, mike drive me home Mia has after school today. She told me to ask you to drive me to the house.

Okay then! Mike answerd

I hop into mikes truck smiling at him
He has brown hair , hazel eyes, perfect kiss able lips, about six foot , and just my type!

As we get to my house i ask him to come in and that Mia wanted me to give him something! As he walks up stairs and into my Mia's Room i shut the door and made my move.

-Mia-
As i drive home i get a call from my mom and i smile bright because she been away on work for two weeks!

Hey mommy, whats up

Hey hun, i have some bad news

Yeah mom what is it

Me and you father half to stay in new York for three months and you girls are gonna stay there by your self.

Mom! I haven't seen you in two week i miss you !

I know sweet heart. I'm so sorry i love you and have to go .i know i can trust at least you keep an eye on Ashely for me darling.

Mom it sad how i younger then her and have to baby sit her !

I know hun, i know just do it for me please.

I will mom only because i love you

I love you to hunny bye

Bye mom

I get tears in my eyes as i think about how i haven't seen my mom at all.

As i pull into the drive way i see mikes truck. i roll my eyes he must have driven over when he didn't see at school because i was avoiding him.

I turn my car of running up to the front door as i unlock the door and walk in hearing giggling coming from my room. I slowly walk up the stairs and open my door to see Ashely straddling mike with her shirt off kissing him.

I stand in the door way smirking as I cough you two should take that to Ashley's room i say laughing as mike throws Ashely off of him saying babe its not what it looks like.

Mike i don't care what it looks like i don't care about you kissing her hell,let me do the honors of saying were over. I say in a sassy tone feeling like a rebel!

But babe

No buts go!

As he walks out leaving and driving off Ashely gets up from the floor and says why did you make hime leave god just because your ugly and nerdy and a virgin merry doesn't mean you have to ruin things for me !

Whatever Ashely mom and dad aren't coming home for three months. So just don't get your self pregnant okay !

As Ashely storms out of my room i shut the door walking over to my mirror looking at my self . Letting a tear fall down my cheek i really am a nerdy ugly virgin merry .

I have long dark brown hair, hazel eyes , about 5'1 , full lips , medium size nose I guess.
I look away from the mirror and undress hopping into the shower as the thought of I've been having about the new girl came into my head again

-Day dream-

I walk into the class sitting in my usual seat as tiffany the new girl walks in sitting next to me . I give her a surprised look and studderd

D..do y..y.you know where y..y..yours seat is? I asked.

Yes today it happens to be hear unless you want me to move beautiful.

A shade of pink rose to my cheeks as i giggle no no you can sit there if you want i say quickly realizing i giggled wanting to hit myself in face knowing Cassidy will do it for me later .all of a sudden i see tiffany getting closer and closer and I'm letting her . She gets to close ! Wait what no! No no no no! Mia your not gay stop it !

I turned off the shower drying myself off and throwing on a black lace bra with black boy shorts and throw my hair in a bun and plopped into bed looking up at the ceiling slowly drifting to sleep.