Seyran, overwhelmed by the burden of her illness, decides she must leave for London with her sister Suna. Ferit, still grieving the recent loss of his father and struggling to cope, misinterprets her decision as abandonment and reacts with intense anger.
Seyran: (hesitant, trying to find the right words) "Ferit, I've decided to go to London with Suna. I think it's the best thing for me right now."
Ferit: (voice rising, his face darkening) "London? Are you serious, Seyran? You're leaving me now? After everything we've been through? After everything I've lost ?"
Seyran: (pleading) "Ferit, it's not like that. I just need to... I need to take care of myself."
Ferit: (mocking, with venom) "Take care of yourself? What about me? What about us? Are you just going to run away because things are hard? What kind of wife are you?"
Seyran: (tears welling up, her voice cracking) "Ferit, please... you don't understand."
Ferit: (his rage overtaking him, words coming out harsh and cruel) "You know what, Seyran? Maybe it would be better if you did leave. Maybe it would be better if you were just... gone. Maybe you should just die, so I wouldn't have to deal with this anymore."
Seyran: (stunned, the color draining from her face) "Ferit, how can you say that?"
Ferit: (realizing the gravity of his words but too far gone to stop himself) "You're just causing pain by staying here, Seyran. If you're going to leave, then go! Don't bother coming
Seyran's room, later that night.
Seyran retreats to her room, her heart shattered by Ferit's words. She sits on her bed, her mind replaying the hurtful things he said. The weight of his anger presses down on her, making it hard to breathe.
Seyran: (whispering to herself, tears streaming down her face) "Maybe he's right... maybe I am just a burden..."
She considers whether leaving might be the best thing for everyone, even if it means she'll face her illness alone. Ferit's words cut deep, making her doubt her worth and the strength of their love.
Ferit
His anger was not subsiding and he could bring everything right now
He knew that his words were wrong but it was too late
Seyran, devastated by Ferit's cruel words, is overwhelmed by a sense of
worthlessness. She feels trapped, unable to escape the pain that Ferit's words have inflicted on her. She paces her room, her mind spiraling as she tries to find a way out of her emotional agony. In a moment of utter despair, she decides that she cannot endure it any longer.
Seyran: (to herself, trembling) "I don't deserve to live... not like this... not when all I do is cause pain..."
She finds a sharp object-perhaps a piece of broken glass or a knife-intending to end her suffering. Her hands shake as she presses the blade to her skin, tears streaming down her face.
Seyran: (whispering) "Maybe this is the only way to make it stop..."
Abidin, who has always been protective of Seyran, has a bad feeling that something is terribly wrong. He can't shake the sense of dread that has been growing since the argument between Ferit and Seyran. He decides to check on her, his concern outweighing the fear of intruding.
Abidin: (talking to himself, worried) "| should have gone sooner... something doesn't feel right..."
As he approaches Seyran's room, he hears a faint, muffled sound-almost like a sob.
His heart pounds as he realizes it's coming from inside her room.
Meanwhile, Ferit is spiraling into his own self-destruction. He's been drinking heavily, trying to drown out the guilt and the memory of the hurtful things he said to Seyran. His anger at her for wanting to leave him, combined with the realization of his own cruelty, is tearing him apart.
Ferit: (slurring, talking to himself as he downs another drink) "She... she deserves better... I'm a monster
Abidin bursts into Seyran's room just as she's about to harm herself. He rushes to her, grabbing the object from her hand and pulling her into his arms, trying to comfort her.
Abidin: (desperate, holding her tightly)
"Seyran, no! You don't have to do this!
Please, talk to me... we'll figure this out.."
Seyran collapses into sobs, her body shaking uncontrollably as the weight of her despair overwhelms her. Abidin holds her close, whispering soothing words, trying to calm her down.
The next morning, Ferit wakes up with a pounding headache and a gnawing sense of regret. He remembers his harsh words to Seyran and feels sick to his stomach. He stumbles through the house, intending to find her and apologize. But when he reaches her room, he's met with Abidin, who looks at him with a mix of anger and sorrow.
Ferit: (confused, still groggy) "What... what happened? Where's Seyran?"
Abidin: (coldly, holding back his own emotions) "She almost took her own life last night, Ferit. If I hadn't gotten there in time... you might have lost her."
The reality of what Abidin says hits Ferit like a truck. He staggers back, the full weight of his actions crashing down on him. He realizes that his cruelty nearly cost him the woman he loves.
Ferit: (voice breaking, tears forming in his eyes) "No... Seyran... what have I done?"
How is it the first chapter?????
Is ferit too late
