I cannot be the sad little girl anymore
I cannot deal with the unrequited love
I cannot deal with the fact that is heart will always belong to someone
I don't know what to do anymore
He is my best friend after all
He talk all the time about how he doesn't want hurt me
Yet me every day my heart is breaking pieces by pieces
I have had feelings for him for as long I can remember
Now I feel like as if I am falling
I am breaking down with no one to put the pieces back together
I a falling into misery with no one to catch me or save me
When will the day come when this agony ends?
When will I ever get to find the one for me?
When will I ever get over my best friend?
It seems like no matter what to do, I can't get him out of my head
I have tried liking other people yet he's still the one that stays I my mind
I don't think I have enough tears left in my body to express my sorrow
I try to be happy for him but how can I be
I am after all in love with him
People ask me all the time why am I so afraid of the word love
Here's why: I have fallen for the forbidden fruit
It's not like I plan it but as everyone say love is inevitable
Also love can make or break you
As for me is, it is breaking me and I don't even want to be repair
