Once again im so sorry for the late updates, I've been really busy. Do you guys still enjoy it? Because I feel like its getting worse and worse each chapter, please tell me what you think and what I could improve.
5 votes for chapter 28, enjoy :)
Gemmas POV:
I woke up to the continuous beep on the heart rate monitor. Everything was blurry as I opened my eyes, confused at where I was. I could hear familiar voices in the corridor unaware that I had woke up. I overheard some of the conversation.
"Hello I am Doctor Benson. I know this may be hard for you all to take in but during the unfortune crash a few heavy suitcases fell on Gemmas legs and shes lost all feeling in them. The process of her regaining feeling is 50/50. She'll get put in a wheelchair and will have to be looked after well which I am sure she will be. She can have regular physio every week, but we would have to talk to her personally about that. We know this could be a difficult time for you all, so if any of you think its best for you to tell her then we will allow you to."
I looked out into the corridor where I saw the doctor telling this to my mum, nan and Micky. I felt like my whole life had just flashed before my eyes, everything I want to do has suddenly become an impossible dream. I tried to move my legs but couldnt feel anything, I wanted to get up, move around. I started to get frustrated and burst into tears. What if I never regain feeling again? What if Micky finds it to hard to deal with? What if he leaves me? Then what?
Micky turned around and saw I was awake. He quickly rushed in and tried to calm me down. There was no stopping me. I begged him to help me get up, help me walk. I started throwing stuff about, blabbing like a baby now. I couldnt help it. I practically just found out that I might never wallk again, I might not be able to do normal things again. He started crying too, it was obviously heartbreaking for him to see me like this. He had probably guessed by now that I knew. He sat on the bed next to me and grabbed my arms so I would stop chucking things around, like I was a 5 year old throwing a tantrum. He pulled me in closely against him hushing me like a baby, I let myself collapse in his arms. He craddled me gently, stroking my hair and kissing my forehead while I sobbed uncontrollably into his shoulder. I could see my mum and nan comforting eachother as they both watched me break down in Mickys arm through the window.
"Micky..whats going to happen to me?" I said inbetween sobs.
"Nothing baby, you will just have some physio to help you regain feeling in your legs. Dont worry, you have so many people that are going to help you including me. Im going to be here every step of the way. We'll do this together." Micky said softly into my ear.
"Please dont leave me if things get difficult." I managed to whisper.
Micky tilted my chin so I was looking him in the eye. "I am never going to leave you, no matter what happens. Through thick and thin I am going to be here. I promise."
I gave him a little smile before giving him a kiss. Then I layed back down into my hospital bed keeping hold of Micky tightly.
I couldnt help but think of what the future could hold, all the different possibilities of how my life could work out. I tried to be possitive but I couldnt find anything possitive with this situation. All that could help is a miracle and we all know that that wont happen.
