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Kiro's POV











Each day was the same, it never ends.

I get bullied all over again, wounds form to my body. I went home to find my parents still at work, i went over to the kitchen and made myself some cup ramen, and then go play games again.

But this time, its diffrent. A guy transferred to my class, he was half russian and japanese. He sat next to me in class.

He said "Hello!" i replied with "hi." he smiled warmly to me, I've never had someone smile at me. It was a weird feeling, but i liked it.

Every day, he talks to me and i listen throughly, his name was Yukiro. he invited me to watch a movie with him and his friends. I didn't want to go but those puppy eyes stopped me from not going. Therefore, i gave in and went anyways, his eyes lit up and smiled happily, his smile gave me warmth, i felt my cheeks lighting up, i can't be feeling this, were both guys.

As the day come to watch the movie, his friends told me to meet up with his friends at the [insert mall]  12:00PM. I was getting ready to go now, i arrived but they weren't there. Hours past it was 1:34PM, yet they're still not here. It felt like a prank, i reached for my phone and check the location to meet up. Its the place but i dont see them anywhere. Yet i kept waiting, and waiting, and waiting. But they still didn't show up, i figured they played a prank on me. I eventually gave up and went inside to grab a snack, i got a notification from one of his friends, they were hanging out, looks like they did ditch me.

As i arrived home, i sat down my bed, i wss also excited to go outside only to get pranked, Especially by him. I took my tablet from my nightstand and started playing games from it, eventuslly pulling an all-nighter due to overthinking anf can't sleep, whos the blame for this anyways?

The next day, my eyes were tired but i still went to school anyways, yuki spotted me but i  didnt pay attention to him, he was confuse why and kept trying to catch my attention, it was cute but i was still upset. "Hey! Stop ignoring me" he said, i just sigh and walked away, he tried EVERYTHING to get my attention.

No luck, i finally talked to him after he threatened to kill himself jokingly, "gosh what?" i replied "finally! Why are you ignoring me?" he asked looking at me, i looked at him and sighed "you guys didn't meet up to me." i said he looked confuse and replied "they told me that you didnt wanna come?"

"Oh." i replied, a bit upset that i didnt get to go to the movies with him. "Hey cheer up! How bout we go together? Just us?" my cheeks felt a bit about just us going, alone, together, just us. It made me happy just thinking about it. I nodded as respone. He light up "hoe about tomorrow? Its saturday tomorrow, at 12:00?" he said with a gentle smile. I smiled back and nodded his lips look so kissable, i snapped out of it, boys cant love boys. Its weird.

The day came, i went to the mall at 12:00PM with my favorite outing clothes, 20 minutes passed, he still Wasn't here tho. I was about to leave till i heard his voice, "im sorry! Did i keep you waiting?" he asked with a sweat "no its fine i just got here." i replied "he smiled warmly "ah thank goodness! I thought i was keeping you waiting.. Anyways, shall we go now?" he said dragging me to the movies.

We were gonna watch a horror movie, "why scream.. Can't we watch something else?." i asked with a soft tone "why? Do you not like horror movies?" he replied "no.. I don't like them." he lits up and said, "don't worry! Ill be here with you to keep  safe!" he said with a smile, i blushed, the girls around him blushed at him too, of course, his popular and handsome anyways. A girl called out to Yuki, "Yuki-kun!" a girl from our class. A friend of his, "ah chiku-chan! Hello!" he said to her, "what are you doing here Yuki? Are you watching a movie? If so can i join? I bought the same ticket!" she asked with a warm smile, deep down i wanted it to just be me and Yuki.

He replied sure and next thing i knew she wsd all over him. I had to admit, i was a bit jealous. As the movie started playing, it was at the middle of the movie, the scary part was playing, i hate scary movies, i felt someone grab my hand it was warm. Yuki held my hand to calm me down, i felt melting right there.

As the movie ended, he let go of my hand, i didnt want him to let go, but.. I felt like i have butterflies in my stomach when he does those with me, i felt flustered, do i.. Like him? I think i do.

He treated me and Chiku to mcdonalds, chiku told him she wants salad and fries, meanwhile he asked me what i want, "uhm.. Just some ice cream and burger please.." i replied with a soft tone, "Hoe about Kiro pays instead? So we can talk more Yuki!" she said a bit annoyed with my presence, "nah its fine! I'll play anyways, you guys get a table!" he replied as we both went to take out sits, she took her phone out and started using it as i wait for the food, few minutes passed and Yuki came back he set the food down and we started eating, later it was 7:23PM, i haven't went home that late, Yuki considers walking me home, as he and i went to my house aka apartment, it started raining, i held Yuki's arm.

"i-its raining, how about you stay here for tonight?." i asked him as i clenched his arm a bit firm, "sure!" he replied, i took him to my room, "can we both sleep in the bed?" "..sure." as we set down the bed and started sleeping i felt Yuki hugging me from behind, my stomach had butterflies again, it felt weird, i like the feeling, "i cant sleep without hugging someone or something to sleep with, thats why i hsve a body pillow at my house, would you be ok if i can hug you?" he whispered to me "s-sure." i responded back, his face nuzzled to my neck, his warm hot breathe was against my neck, i kept thinking to myself, what are we? As i fall asleep slowly.

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⏰ Last updated: Aug 18 ⏰

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