f : " why, all of the sudden? over a stupid...f..fight? we're better than this, rob. "
I'm stuttering, i'm struggling to speak. I don't know what to do, I can't cry Infront of him ...
r : " I tried my best to stay. But I've had enough with your mental state, Im..not your therapist, Finn. You can't be entering a relationship knowing you can't control yourself. "
I'm sorry, rob. I'm just scared you'll be like them, I fear losing you. ...
f : " Please don't do this, you're the only person I have. Please don't prove, I'm right. I beg you.. hate me,ruin me. Hurt me all you want, please. I'm down on my knees. "
I begged, again. A never ending cycle. I was indeed down on my knees, I kneeled down, and put my head against the floor.
Begging
And begging.
Sobbing
Sobbing.
SOBBING.
He looked down on me and told me to get up. I didn't. I didn't wanna get up, I just kneeled there, and the only thing I can hear was my sobs.
f : " I'm sorry for coming into your life, I just wanted to feel love and enough. "
He kneeled down and pulled my face. Wiping my tears off, slowly. He kisses me as tears slowly falls down from his cheeks too.
r : " I'll make you feel love, if you let me try. I know it's complicated for you to understand. But I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else. "
...
"I just wanted to feel love and enough."
08/18/24
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