".... how are you feeling this morning?.."
"Kicking myself because I didn't tell you about this cancer before, but you know me and you know how I am...
"yes Nash I do know you, you always think that you're alone in this world and you're not. Do any of your kids know or are you keeping everything from them too?" Leilani said to him as she propped herself up against the headboard with the sheet wrapped around her.
"Shanae knows everything, but she doesn't like to get involved. She called me I told her that I didn't want to talk about it with her.... Naomi she wouldn't be able to deal with it, and MJ...well...
"So in other words... you haven't told them because of what you think is going to happen or what they're gonna say. Marcus they are your kids, they love you...Naomi is taking care of your son at the moment. You're the who drives a wedge between you and your own kids, I've never seen a more complicated relationship between a father and his kids when you are all they have left. Lily Died, they turned to you and you're not there..."
" That doesn't mean I-don't love them... they just know me... they're used to this, I will be there in a heartbeat for them if they need me, but I can't be around them all the time we don't have that type of bond... and with me going through this do you really think I want my kids to see me this way!.."
"Nash they would want to see you this way, they would want to be here to help you just like I'm here now... You need to reach out to those babies of yours because now is the time you need family around you more than ever.."
Nash sat on the edge of the bed and sighed, " pass me my phone..
Leilani picked it up and passed it to him.
"Don't get excited, I'm not calling my kids. I need to tell Keegan that Tatiana is on her way to him..."Leilani flopped back down on the bed and shook her head in disbelief that he just would not communicate with the people that loved him. That upset her especially seeing that he was having some really bad days and then after the chemotherapy he may not even make it through.
"Sup unc... everything good with you?:" Keegan said picking up to him.
"Tatiana is making her way to you in Canada, she came here last night. She said she was going to get a flight out. I'm just warning you..."
Keegan sighed. "Aite, i'll keep an eye out hopefully the bitch knows to stay the fuck away from charisma and Lena..."
" I highly doubt it... she is fucking unhinged..
Leilani grabbed the phone from his hand to put it on the speaker. "Keegan, it's Leilani... I need you to talk to him, he needs to tell his kids about this cancer. He cannot keep them in the dark. It is not fair... Seeing as you're the only person who can ever get through to him. Can you talk to him because I know you're a good father and you would want your kids around you?..."
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A new Dawn - Queens and Kingpins
FanfictionThis book follows straight on from the conversation were Charisma ended the relationship with Keegan. Keegan is trying to deal with his loss. It is a race against time to find Chloe alive. Charlotte gives birth and there is a problem that the family...