It was time to decide what to do, listen to my head that tells me that this is an opportunity to have someone by my side who will be able to take care of me, or to listen to my heart that says that this is not the man for me.I couldn't decide between my head and my heart, so I replayed the scenes in my head.I asked him,so are you worthy of me,Chet answered me very clearly"No one will be as suitable for you as l am,regardless of status,education and l ....
In that moment l decided to run away from my wedding.It wasn't the best decision, but I knew that this wasn't for me, and that I would never find someone who would make me happy and protect me.The decision was made...as a person I am very difficult and problematic that I have always run away from home, we have lived with our grandmother whole life. I have one younger sister and one sister who is no longer with us.When I ran away from my wedding my younger sister told my grandmother that I ran away where our grandmother was already expecting it and was ready for it.I ran like never before, I took off my heels and at that moment the taxi came to bring people to the wedding. As soon as they got out of the taxi, I got in, and behind me was Chet who tried to catch up.With ring in his hand...
(4 years leter)
A mindset that was instilled in me to believe that no one was suitable for me ,Since there is no one worthy of me in this world ,l don't plan on loving anyone, no way.I heard someone calling my name ,it was a girl with glasses and a smile on her face,then I remembered where I knew her from so I answered,don't you think we see each other too often?.l don't see it often,seeeing each other for a few hours a day is still little for me(sad face).So,are you going to close the shop yet?l'll help you,I answered her very rudely no need.Why aren't you gentle with me?,are you already annoyed?,I turned to her and told her;aren't you rushing home to do your homework and study for exems?.
she have that face like everyone ask her about study and exems.Hm even Ar-Neung also talks about exems,l am bored.She tried to get my attention but as soon as she said that I turned away as if I hadn't heard it,but at the same time she also turned,I acted like I was cleaning the palette.
she turned to me and said;l thought l was going to find Ar-Neung to get over my feelings a bit,but you start to talk about studing again.And what do you want me to talk abaut?you are a student.And can't you just talk about us?such as Ar-Neung loves me,like that.(She took my hand and that's something I don't like).You need to go home now.No!(cute face,and she still hold my hand)Huh,anything to tell me - say it.
lf l says it,l will assumme Ar-Nueng has already acknowledged it,and Ar-Nueng must take responsibillty as a listener.Why do l have to take responsibillty.(she made that cute face that I couldn't resist, still holding my hand).Oh,anything to tell me - say it.l am running away from home(I was shocked when I heard that)Now Ar-Neung knew everything,plwase allow me to stay with you.NO!,(I didn't want to get into trouble over a girl I hardly knew).Please,please,please,please,please.I took her hand and led her to the station where she usually waits for the bus.So stubborn.No,l won't go back,If Ar-Neung doesn't let me stay with you.Than l can sleep in front of the dormitory.Up to you(it was strange for me that someone was paying attention to me like this, it's never happened to me before so I don't know how to behave)Up to you - means you let me stay with you,right?(she was so happy).(I wanted to stay cool but I was curious why I was interesting to her)Hey,l really mean it.Stop bothering me,it's annoying.(She was sad when l said that).Ar-neung(sad voice)Don't let it get to the point where l have to move away.( bus arrived but,at the same time l was sad)You have to go now.(she got on the bus sad and at the same time I felt as if something had hit me, as if something had been torn from my heart. It's the first time I feel something like that and I still don't understand what it feels like. Is it possible for someone to feel like that you tie fast)
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RomanceFollows the love story of two women who have a sixteen year age gap. Family and societal norms keep their romance from flourishing.
