Vox × Y/n one shots //fem! reader//

// Beautiful //

-This chapter does kinda mention an Ed
-More info at the end of the chapter

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-Vox pov-

I had been in a relationship with y/n for over a year, I was sure that everything was perfect. But recently for whatever reason she had been ignoring me, and rejected my advances to be intimate. I was fine with her not wanting to be intimate, but it seemed that she didn't want me around her at all. As if she was repulsed by me.

I was going to talk to Val, but I knew he wouldn't be any help. Y/n was close to Vel, so I knew anything I told her she would Tell y/n.

I sighed and walked into the elevator, y/n was at the studio with Vel so she wouldn't be home till late.

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//in the studio//

"Looks like this dress fits fine, we'll do touch ups tomorrow." Velvette said, ushering one of her models away.

I looked at the model longingly, she was tall, skinny, and had perfect proportions. I was the exact opposite. Although I wasn't exactly short, I was considered 'heavy'. My thighs touched, I had exes arm fat. And I Had a bit of a tummy which stuck out if I ate too much. That and all these little details that I just couldn't stand about my body. My chubby face, my thighs , my tummy, my arms , my fingers, everything about me grossed me out.

I couldn't help but think that Vox thought the same.

I had been avoiding him, whenever he touched me all I could think about was how grossed out he would be if he saw me.

"Y/n!" Velvette yelled, she must have been talking to me.
"Oh sorry, what do you need?" I guess I zoned out.
"I've got everything I need finished, you can head home." She said scrolling on her phone. I sighed and gathered my things.

I was super tired and hungry. Normally vox cooked dinner, but I couldn't bring myself to eat some days. I saw it hurt him, but I just couldn't help myself.

I walked through the door and dropped my things onto the couch. I sat down and rested my head on my hands. I had been working with Velvette since she needed help with her upcoming show, so I had barely been home.

"Babe?" I heard vox yell, he must've been in the kitchen.
"Yeah?" I yelled back, he walked out of the kitchen and came to sit next to me.
"How was work love?" He asked.
"It was good, vel said the show should be ready within the next week."
"That's good." I could tell He wanted to touch me, to hold my hand, or rub my back. But he knew I wouldn't let him.
"What about you, my love? How was your day." I asked
"It was good, I made dinner. If you want some." He already knew my answer.
"Thank you, but I'm not hungry right now. I'm going to take a shower." I lied. I stood up to go to the bedroom to grab some clothes but he stopped me.
"Y/n, are you sure you're not hungry? Have you even eaten yet today?" I waited contemplating my answer.
"I ate at the studio with Vel, I'm just not hungry." I didn't mean to sound snappy, but I was just exhausted.
"If I called Vel right now would she give me the same answer?" His voice was firm.

I didn't have any words, I just kept walking to the bedroom. He didn't follow.

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-Vox pov-

I noticed she was eating less, but I assumed she was just stressed out or something. But now she was just straight up refusing to eat.

I was worried about her. She's never acted like this. I decided just to go ask Velvette if she had noticed anything.

//with vel in the studio.//