Dear God, Jesus and Michael-Theosire

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Dear all,

I have not gone to the bank because I do not believe there will be any money in my bank account. (BCEE - Spurcase.) I have no money but 2 euros to my very name, which is very, very upsetting and stressful because I cannot buy anything but 80 cents coffee or hot chocolate from downstairs which is toxic.

I've made more offerings to GOD.... chewing gum, water and a Holy Bible to be free of something unspeakable for the day, and to have my medicine work all day. I've told GOD that my Guardian Angel is on his best behavior today and will give me a good day. I'm tempted to sleep but i am fighting it so that I can write to you!

Nothing is happening lately. I'm STILL waiting to be saved. Caitlin is on holiday in England this week and I must call her and Luke later on today at some point. It's the funfair (Schubereuer) in Luxembourg city soon which I hope to go to. I want to go into Luxembourg city with some money but this is impossible. I went to the chemist yesterday to check if they had a prescription for me and one chemist said, "call the police." so i walked out and the other peple in the other chemist grimmaced and scoweled at me, so i just left and didn't ask. I've been asked to go to Larochette chemist and Youth Hosptel, but i cannot with no court order.... and its still not sent. I don't understand why not. I think the SOS are scared of an attack but i tell them there will be none and then i say it just takes Faith and Trust in GOD to know its safe to send and i say loadly, "I don't understand you!!!" and they are saying, "Send it. Send everything!".... but then they just... don't. Please do. I beg. They will set me free. God's will be done.

Yesterday I spent about 3 hours bowing down to GOD in Prayer and I was crying. GOD says when I get a contraction it is safe to go out and there will be nobody here. I like Benidorm. I wanted to tell you that because I think everyone should watch Benidorm. It's excellent. It's a comedy series. I also really love Mrs.Browns Boys and The IT Crowd.

Yesterday during the meal, I walked in and "Pierre" and 2Tommy" were shouting, "SHE DOESN'T KNOW THAT WE'RE ABOUT TO KILL HER!!! It's so totally majorly funny!! Ahaha! It's so totally majorly funny!"
The meal was...lentils.... i hate lentils so i didn't eat it nor the sour red bloody soup so just walked out and the "security guard" muttered to "Tommy", "Tommy, kill her!!!"
I went to my room and all i could hear was screaming coming from the dining room....

The night times have been horendous. Attempted torture and murdering me to death, and i can't breath, and i can feel a knife on my eyes, and i feel minimal pain and i pass out, and then I just wake up in the morning.... and everything is like.... back to normal. Not like nothing ever happened because it certainly did but back to normal with everyone walking around and the breakfast and the going outside for half an hour.

There isn't much I don't know about this place.... in the persons who are apparently "working here"s bathrooms they have weapons and often people do not come out and come out new people. I know where there are ahnd prints coming through the walls. I don't know the names of the lethal substances they give me but who does? The Intelligences I suppose... I wonder if they have the names on thier computer systems or if they try to hide it. I don't know anything that GOD makes invisable, such as what exactly is in the bathrooms... there is a monster or somebody hanging or a dead body that has never been moved or something, and i can't see it, but i think the sos can and they also do not like me going into those rooms.

I've just found a new Youtube channel called WORDS AND PICTURES which has arts and crafts vidoes on it and the first one I am watching: very good. Moon, stars, forrests at night tags. (I'd use tags for book marks if i'm me and I am because I just am and I am me and that is I and all.)

I'm going to go and smoke now. When will I be saved? Thank you,

Angel mary Rose Clement xxxxx Theosire Michael Joseph Clement. GOD and JESUS.

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