Wish You Could See Me (N.H Fanfiction)

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Brooke (POV)
Black. Black is all I could see after I hit the tile floor. But I did hear my dad and my mom talking and I have never heard her be this.. kind to me. She stood up for me and is trying really hard to keep me alive. But sometimes God just likes to take people who he thinks is ready to die. I heard a bunch of machines and doctors talking about my condition. My dad is now put in jail for at least the rest of his life or so I heard.

I just never thought my mom felt this way all this time. That she never wanted any of this to happen. That she was crying herself to sleep when I was being abused. That she wanted to kill herself because she thought aw was a bad parent for letting that monster hurt me. But it was okay. All I wanted to hear was that she cared about me. Even though she didn't do anything to stop it, I'm happy that she at least wanted the best for me and her now and that we're moving into a better community still in the same state just different neighborhood.

Right now I'm in a coma. I have been for about 5 weeks now. And talking to myself in my head is a little insane. My grandparents came and visited and my grandma was crying and my grandpa was just holding my hand. Carter came and visited me and had a conversation with me. My mom hasn't left my hospital room since we came here. She's been talking to me about how she found this house that was just finished being built and she was so excited to move into it with me. I wish I could just wake up and move though. I have to soon or else they will cut the plug and I won't be able to breath. I currently hooked up to a oxygen tank with a bunch of needles and stuff hooked into my arms as well.

Niall. Does he know that I'm here? If he does I wish he would come and visit. I know this "incident" was on the news cause my mom talked about that as well. Now he would know about my past or some of it. He still doesn't know about my dark side of it though. The abuse was just the beginning of my past.

Niall (POV)
I walked into the hospital. I hate the smell of hospitals and the doctors rushing all over the place and the sick patients it just makes me sick to my stomach. Honestly I don't know why I am actually doing this right now. I wanna see her but my mind basically dragged my ass here before I could process what I was doing.

I went into the lobby and walked up to the lady at the front desk.

"Hello sir, how may I help you?" She smiled politely at me.

"Hello, um I'm looking for Brooke? She came in here about 6 weeks ago?" I asked biting my nails.

"What's her last name honey?" She asked politely looking up at me from her computer screen.

"Uh, I don't know. She came in about 20 minutes ago? She was hurt by her father."

"Ah! Here she is! She the third door on the right!" She said pointing down the hall. I thanked her and walked down the hallway passing rooms that had a bunch of sick people in them. I cringed at this person coughed and choking at the same time.

Once I got to the door, I took a deep breath before I walked in to see her. Her mom wasn't in the room at the time so I was thankful for that. Brooke was hooked up to a bunch of machines and her eyes were closed shut. I heard that she was in a coma so maybe I could have a conversation with her even though she wouldn't be able to talk back to me.

"Hey Brooke," I started off, sitting down on the seat beside her bed. "It's Niall. Uh, I-I heard about your accident and I'm really really sorry that this happened to you. I'm guessing that you and your father don't get along well." I chuckled lowly looking down at the girl who looked like she was asleep.

I sighed and continued. "I really, really like you Brooke, and I know it's a bad time to tell you this but I do. I have since I saw that picture of you on Twitter when you were in that dress that I love very much. I never really loved someone before well, yeah I have dated other girls but there not like you. Your a hard to get girl and that's what I want. I want a challenge, and that I hope would at least start out as my friend. Once we are friends and I know you a little better I hope that we can try to be a 'us'" I grabbed her cold hand and rubbed it in little circles.

"Hopefully I can see you when you wake up." I smiled kissing her hand before setting it lightly back on the bed.

"I'm sorry sir, we don't have you under family or guardian so we have to ask you to leave." A nurse said to me.

"But I just found her and now I'm not allowed to see her?" I mumbled turning to the nurse.

"Please sir, you need to le-"

"No I think you need to leave. You don't know how hard I've been trying to find this girl. She's not like any other girl I've been with. She's different and perfect and now, after all my hard work of trying to find the damn girl I can't even see her when she's weak and unconscious on a hospital bed?! What kind of people are you?!?" I practically yelled.

"I don't have time to hear about your relationship problems and your life, because I don't really care, but I do have time to escort you out of this hospital." She said stepping out of the way so I could leave.

I huffed and stormed out, pushing my way through other nurses and doctors and finally made my way into the parking lot where my car was parked. I climbed into the car and slammed my hand against the steering wheel already irritated with everyone right now. All I wanted was to find this girl, and once I do, she's pulled away from me. She will be mine. I don't care who gets in my way of doing it, but she will be mine.

Author's Note:
Sorry that this update sucks but I promise they'll be getting better eventually😅 I'm sorry that I've been gone for like.. A while as well😂 I'm just kinda stuck with the updates and what I want to happen next but I promise i will update, I just need some time😅 also I've been going through some pretty rough stuff right now so I'm trying to get over that stuff and get back to myself but for now I just need time I hope you understand thanks! -Ash❤️