ℌ𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔱𝔰𝔱𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰 {Matt.S}

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏

The scent of pumpkin wafted around as I moved around the last of my furniture and hung decor on the walls of my new apartment. I had moved in a week ago but I decided that I would just set up the essentials like the fridge, washing machine, bed etc and leave everything else for later so I could just focus on getting used to the city. I also had quite alot of work to do as soon as I landed like meetings and emails and all that boring stuff. I loved what I do, being a youtuber is my biggest passion but sometimes it was just tiring. But in the end it would all be worth it so keeping that in mind I keep going. Every single day.

I stopped and looked around. I was proud of myself I managed to set everything up successfully. Who would've thought. I took some photos and sent them to my manager, friends and family then sat down on my comfy couch and scrolled on Instagram. I had posted a photo dump of some photos I took across the week and it had gotten alot of good traction already. The comments were full of people who were happy for me and 'congratulations' for getting my first house. I replied to a handfull then continued my scroll, liking various posts from friends and celebrities. I started to get bored and got up.

What should I do?

I looked around and walked over to the candle I lit way earlier. The flame burned so brightly I almost felt bad. I picked it up and blew it out, not wanting to burn through the entire thing in one day. I put it back and aimlessly walked around thinking about things to do. After 5 minutes of just walking back and forth, I left the house and decided to go on a walk. The weather was nice, sunny with a nice little breeze. I put in my airpods and sang along in my head.

I managed to somehow get to a park and walked down a massive path that I assume covers the entire ground. There was a couple sitting on the grass having a picnic. The girl was wearing this cute flowery dress and the guy wore a t-shirt and jeans, his shirt matched her dress.

Oh to have love like theirs

I kept walking, the world keeps spinning right? Plus I'll find someone at some point. Being in a relationship seems like a huge thing, a really big deal. People want to be in love so bad and do so much for it too! But then at the end when they break up and tears fall and nasty words spew out, is it really worth it? I mean I'm sure not all relationships end like that but I mean what is love anyways. 

Complete bullshit? That's correct

Just a waste of time and a waste of feelings. I steered my mind of the couple and love and thought about other things more better, more important things. While I was thinking about nothing I got a notification. I took my phone out and saw that I had a new follower. Some person called Tara Yummy. I clicked onto her instagram and scrolled through her pictures. She was really pretty, had black hair, tan skin and brown eyes. She had 2.8 million followers and appeared to be some influencer and youtuber. I had never heard of her before but she seemed like she was quite a fun person. She had alot of photo's of her at parties and with other influencers, some I recognised some I didn't. She looked like she was pretty deep in the influencer realm

I followed her back why not? I mean I wanted to make some new friends in the city and she was from los angeles. I had travelled here before, just then it was only for work events or some collabs. I never really travelled much or even made many friends as alot of the collabs would be short-lived. They would just hit me up seeming really intrested in me and asking to collab, I would say yes, I'd buy tickets and fly out, we'd collab and then I'd leave and they'd just ghost me, would just stop talking to me and would only really interact through likes on instgram posts.

Maybe she was different though

She sent me a dm and I opened it

Heyy 

Hii 

Ugh I can't believe u followed back I've been a fan for a while and I heard that u moved to LA 👀👀

Yess I did a week ago

Wowww how u finding it here??

It's really nice I'm enjoying it so far

Perioddd

Me and Tara kept on texting back and forth just talking about life. She had clearly done her homework she knew a good bit about me. It's really crazy how much you can learn about a person just from online. She was a really cool person and it felt good talking to someone new and making a friend. I wasn't really a social butterfly which is often a surprise to the media. But I found it a million times easier over text. Hell I could probably talk to half the planet over text no problem at all. Effortless seriously

I opened the door and got inside then locked the door, took off my shoes and jacket and went to the kitchen to make dinner. I prepared myself a sandwich out of whatever I had. I hadn't yet went grocerry shopping and I really needed to consider getting it done at some point. I had pretty much been living off toast, sandwiches and postmates. It was fine I was new here plus I had tried food from some local restaurants in my area which were mostly good besides this pizza I got which was cold. Once I was done I ate, scrolled on Instagram and other social's then called it an early night and went to bed. Once I got in bed I closed my eyes and recalled what I did throughout the day. A mental version of journelling I guess. It wasn't the best day ever but I mean I got the place set up so that was a massive burden that has now been lifted off my shoulders. I drifted off to sleep soon after that

First Chapter AHHH. Things boutta get really intresting 

<3

Amelia