The girl with bulimia (Nash grier fanfic) *May Trigger*

Chapter 28

I stand there staring at the toilet. "Babe you ok in there." I here Nash say. "Um yeahs I'm
Fine." I says. "Ok but I'm coming in, I'm like a minute of you don't come out." He says. "Ok here I come." I say sighing. I turn off the faucet and push my bulimia thoughts to the side and also out. "You were thinking about it weren't you." He says. I nod trying to hold back my tears. "What's wrong with Malina." Skylynn says behind us. I wipe at the corners of my eyes. "Nothing sky." I say putting on a smile for her. "You look like you were going to cry." Skylynn says. "No I wasn't silly." I say picking her. "How about We go get us something to eat how about chick-fil-a." Nash says. "Yeah!" Sky yells. "Hayes Hayes. You want to come get food with us." Sky tells to him. "Sure." he says coming out his room. We all walk downstairs and out to the car of course saying by to their mom before we left.

As I was setting sky in the car I thought to myself oh great food the one thing I hate the most in life.

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We pulled up to the drive through and Nash ordered what him Hayes and sky wanted first. "What do you want babe and don't say nothing." He says. I slightly groan. I begin to fidget with my fingers. "I'll just get 4 tenders." I say. Nash nods and orders my food. We pull around to the window and payed and for our food.

The thing I was most worried about was having to hold down the food and get fat. "Malina once we eat come play with me." Sky says. "Sure sky I will." I say thinking to myself anything that doing that should keep the bulimia from trying go creep in hopefully.

"You ok babe." Nash asks. "Mhm." I say nodding while biting at the inside of my cheek nervously. "You guys never told me why Malina was in the hospital." Hayes says trying to keep his 15 year old composure because the 6 year old aka skylynn is in the back was driving him crazy.

"Um I had food poisoning." I lied fidgeting a little in my seat uncomfortable talking about my situation. "Really?" Hayes said raising his eyebrow.
"Yes Hayes drop it." Nash says as we pull up to the house.

We got out the car and I held skylynn and we walked in. I let skylynn down and we walk to the kitchen. Nash gave us all our food but gave me a look when he hand me mines.

I wanted to cry to be honest but I couldn't not In front of his family.

I sat at the table next to skylynn and watched how she ate. I slowly opened my food. I felt like it was just mocking me. Eat me you know you want to fatty. That's all I heard it my mind. I took slow and long bites. Nash intently watched me as he ate while I did. but I'm the end I only ate two tenders and a little bit of fries.

"Your gonna be able to finish it soon babe." Nash said.
I nod but knowing I wouldn't be able to at the end of the day.

"I'm going to go play with skylynn."I say  getting up from the table going to find the little girl who finished before me.

I walk into skylynn room and see her playing with the horses and dolls. "Mind if I join." I say smiling to the little girl. "Yeah come on you can be rapunzel and use the yellow pony." Skylynn says. I giggle softly and grab the doll and horse and play with skylynn.

Soon enough Elizabeth came in to put sky down for bed time which she was trying to refused to do. "I'll play with you tomorrow ok." I say. "Ok Malina night." Sky says to me and I say night back.

I walk out of the room and walk to Nash's room. "Tell your mom your spending the night." Nash says. "You sure I don't want to be a burden on your family." I say.
"it's fine princess." Nash says. I softly laugh. "What's so funny." He asks. "Princess isn't something you usually call me." I say. "well then get used to it." He says. I laugh and he grabs me and starts to kiss me.
I begin to kiss back. Nash's plump pink lips connected with mine.
I sweet kisses turned into passionate hot ones and soon he attacked my neck. "Wait wait we can't your family here." I say. "it doesn't matter they won't here if we are quiet." Nash says. "but it's my first time." I say. "well then we make it special and go slow." Nash says as he moves me gets up turns off the lights and turns on some candles.

He comes back over to me and attaches our lips again. The kiss quickly escalating. Nash kisses down the side of my jaw to my neck and sucking on it slowly. I softly moan. Nash detaches his lips from my neck and pulls up my shirt the first instinct I had was to cover myself so I put my hand over my stomach area. "Stop your beautiful." Nash says. He removes my arms and kisses me again. I then reach and take off his shirt. I run my hands down his torso and kisses him quickly. I then kisses his neck. Next thing I know Nash is sliding off my pants and I do the same to him Nash kisses me. "You sure you want to do this." He asks. I sit and think for a minute then I nod. "Yes I want you to be my first." I say. Nash slides my underware off and his boxers.

He grabbed a condom from his bed side table and slid it on. He slowly slid into me. I winced in pain. "Are you ok babe?" Nash ask. I nodded. "Move slowly I said in a shaky breath. Soon pain was replaced with pleasure.

Let's just say the night was amazing and filled with out quiet and soft moans being sure to not wake anyone in the house up.