"Hey cam" I said walking into the kitchen grabbing out the orange juice "hi love" he said standing behind me with his hands laid on the counter licking his lips, I grabbed a cup a cup pouring in my orange juice as cam appeared behind me, putting his hands on my waist "your so beautiful love" I smiled He was always out of town sometimes I would go with him, but other times I was left home alone working "i have to leave tomorrow" cam said into my ear that made me so angry it feels like every time he gets home he has to leave "cam." I said turning around giving him a look " I know I know I'm sorry, but I have to" he said giving me a look back " why wouldn't you tell me sooner so I could've seen if I could've went" I said walking to the fridge "im sorry love i didn't wanna make you mad" he said following me " you always do this. You always have to leave." I said with a teardrop forming. I grabbed my cup of orange juice and started walking to the bedroom "love don't walk away" he said following me I continue walking to the bedroom and shut the door in his face , he open the door at me I sat down on the bed "listen im sorry it's for work" he said standing infront of me " it's always for work every time you get home you have to leave" i pouting he sat down on the bed next to me grabbing my thigh " you know, I wish I could stay home with you" he said rubbing my thigh "no you don't." I said moving his hand away from me " I really wish I could, but I'm also a coach and you knew that when we started this relationship, you knew I would be leaving a lot after this one. I'll make sure to spend as much time as I can with you. I won't have another match for two weeks if that's what you want." he said trying to make up, but I actually felt bad. It's not his fault. I mean he is a coach and that's what he loves to do and I love to see him happy "im sorry" I said, looking at them he hugged me " There's no need to be. Sorry I understand where you're coming from." I looked at him " but it's not your fault" i said moving my hand up to his head "but it is" he said looking at me with pure love " no it's not" I said playing with his curls gently he started smiling he loved when I played with his hair "one more night Untill I'm off" he said looking at me i continue playing with his curls then he got up and turned on his PS five I laid down on the bed playing on my phone. I was watching TikTok. He walked back to the bed and laid in my legs and started playing his game "i love being with you" he said I smiled and began playing with his curls he may be leaving, but I still have the rest of the night to see him and spend time with him.
