Tw: This story contains, Smoking, Depression, and Self harm.
Now let's begin with the story,
The school bell had just rung, students were rushing in the hall ways to get to there second period. Meanwhile I had to use the bathroom really bad, I rushed past the the kids and made it to the bathroom. I felt a sudden relief when I sat on the toilet and started peeing. I just made it back to the halls and I knew I was late to my second period which was ELA.. I hated ela so much but I loved to write, it's a weird feeling.
Once I walked in a saw a new boy his hair was fluffy and blonde and the most beautiful vibrant green eyes with a tint of blue, all other girls in class were already going Gaga over him and I can tell. It was like they were on there hands and knees for him. Once I made it to my desk there was of course my ela teacher Mrs Kelly looking at me and says to me,
"Well, well now why are you late Addy?"I got nervous and said
"Well if you really wanna know, I have a bladder too so guess why..?"
"No need for all the attitude missy!"
She leaves me alone and looks back at her textbook then says
" Class we have a new transfer student so be nice!, his name is Zander.."He waves to the class with a very slight smile but he looks nervous. I feel really bad,
"Now now, Zander will you go sit beside Addy yall will be Reading partners"
I start to get fidgety, I've never felt this way about a silly boy.. it was a tingly feeling in my stomach. He sat down in the chair right next to me and he says
"Hello, I'm guessing your Addy?.."
"Oh yes, I uhm I'm Addy nice to meet you"
I felt so stupid in that moment I was stuttering and fidgeting. When we were talking we made eye contact, and oh golly I felt Conscious looking at his gorgeous green eyes.