Endless lies

Lilian

Chapter 1

I found myself running away from my angry mother I was running down the hallway and following the stairs up to my room,when I reached it I shut the door closed and fell straight on the bed hiding my face in the pillows "I CANT BELIEVE HER!HOW COULD SHE DO THAT!" I screamed of course no one heard my cries and if they did they had to avoid them for their on shakes.It was a rule in the castle that after my fathers death everyone had been following,it was made by the queen after I made her supper angry with my complains and my non stop crying every.Single.Day I used to do to my nanny Calista.She always had a way to calm me down,she used the phrase "oh sweetheart don't cry I'll let your mom know about it so please wipe those beautiful big blue eyes and let's get you ready for your lessons shall we?"I must admit I always got compliments about my beauty,especially my blue eyes matching with my black hair and set of bangs that I have.Nowdays we both have changed and not in the appearance,my mother the queen became more strict with me she never remarried I guess it was because of the tantrums I used to do that changed her mind for more kids.Instead I brought my tantrums right to her I moved forward from my fathers death by keeping myself busy with peoples problems and requests I want to to be there for them to let them know that they have someone to ask for help and that person is willing to help them.That happened today I went to the town to give out things in need and listen to their concerns and suggestions the most serious problem was the orphanage kids,no one wants nowadays to support it by giving them out clothes or anything to eat and no one wants to adopt...As my duty of the future queen I must protect them at all costs
But of course my mother had other plans according to her I'm seeing off to a public school royal academy it doesn't have to do anything with royals it's a school who special students go there....And my mother thought that it will be a good opportunity for me to go there I can learn how to socialise and by studying I can also become the top student so that might help to fix my behaviour before being the crowned princess,of course I thought that was ridiculous so I found myself running away from her towards my bedroom and slamming my door so hard that she could actually hear it from the third floor "I CANT BELIVE HER!HOW COULD SHE DO THAT!" My nanny Callista tried to calm me down "Hey Lin think positive about the school you will make new friends!"
"But Callistaaaa I'm perfectly fine with the friends I have my own!"
"Lin these princesses are only your friends because your kingdom is powerful among the others"
"Sofia they are only my friends because they can benefit from my kingdom if something happens?"
"Exactly that!Come on put on a big smile and let's pack your stuff...Also please wear your pjs I need to iron your dress"
"Okay Callista I'll try to think positive about this.DONT tell to mom or she will think that she won the argument"
"Hahah as the princess wishes"
I packed my things with Callistas help,I was curious about the new chapter I was about to follow I asked Callista lots of questions about it but she didn't knew much about the school she only told me that in this school is attended by students who are bright and mostly royals "Callista I don't want the students to find out about my true identity can you help me find another name and maybe more student like clothes?"
"Oh okay darling yes we can do that...Hm let's see how about these black pair of jeans,these white heels,this black T-shirt,the hand warmers and this white headband?"
"I like black so I'll take them thank you"
"No worries princess now you shall sleep tomorrow will be a busy day for you"she said she put me in bed kissed my forehead closed the lights and left my room.I couldn't sleep that night I was so anxious about tomorrow.I did manage to sleep after an hour and I woke up not excited for school.I also learned that I won't have a problem going to school and back home then everyday cause my mother sign me up in a dorm and I might also have a roommate!Cant wait for this period to end it seems like a bad dream already.Before I leave I went into my bedroom to take one last thing with me,the picture of me my mother father and my two little sisters Diana who was the middle child and Grace my baby sister,Diana she's 16 years old and already looks more like mom with beautiful blonde hair and light blue eyes meanwhile Grace she's 3 and has characteristics from both of our parents beautiful brown hair and dark blue eyes,our mother is known for her straight blonde hair which are tied in a bun and her emerald green eyes and our father was known as the man with the black curly hair and clear blue eyes I look like my father but in female version moms genes didn't even participate it's okay tho cause I use to love my dad and I'm glad I got his genes.I grabbed the photo shove it into my purse and head down the stairs to say my goodbyes to everyone
"Lilian please realise and change this behaviour soon..."my mother said I looked at her I tried to study her but I couldn't did she change her mind?Shes really difficult to read."The media are gonna ask questions on where the soon to be queen is!Oh and if that school do fix your behaviour let me know because I might send Diana next year there too"That woman never ceases to surprise me "Oh my are you serious?Im leaving for who God knows when and your only worry is the media?Ugh I can't believe you sometimes."I said and moved forward to say bye to my sisters "Lilian I hope you have a good time there try to think positive and enjoy it as long as you are away from home"Diana said she always knew what to say she's really taken from mom that's how mom used to be when I and Diana was younger,and then mom became the queen we know today strict."Goodbye Diana goodbye Grace goodbye mother"and just like that I was outside the palace sitting in my car seat driving away from the castle towards the new school and chapter that begins to my life