Doubt.
When I sit in silence at my personal space, I often wonder why my biggest enemy is about not believing in my potential instead of being the egotistical adolescent.
I am rather self-critical than self-centered.
And I blame my parents, and then I don't, and then I do. Then I end up blaming myself for everything.
I am confused about being in my head all the time. I don't know if I do nothing but live inside my head or that, I live in my head because I do nothing.
I am lacking purpose and I am not proud of that. I would never.
I thought highly of everyone else while feeling small.
Whenever I think about it, I always end up with the realization that I am 'playing the victim'. But... Am I, really??
