Ikaw Ang Una at Huli

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Alice's POV:

Risa and I have a huge fight. Dahil lng sa nawawalan na sya ng oras sakin. Pero lagi syang kasama ni Leni. Nakakainggit mas may time sya sa ex-girlfriend nya kesa sakin. Tonight she promised that we are going to watch movies but promises are the sweetest lie......ang sakit. Ang sakit sakit kasi nag promise sya tas hindi nya ginawa.

-Fast Forward-

Naka uwi na si Risa and I saw her and Leni, hinatid sya ni Leni.

Kaya pla hindi naka tupad na usapan kasi kasama mo nnmn sya....

This is it kakausapin ko na sya, ang sakit sakit na.

Risa's POV

"Bebi I'm home!!!" Sumigaw ako pero walang sumagot.

Nevermind baka tulog na sya. Paakyat na ako sa room namin but I heard someone crying. I saw Alice at the balcony is she.......crying?

"Alice...." I hugged her from the back. I can feel her pain.

"May nakalimutan ka.."

"Wala nmn akong nakalimutan bebi"

"You promised, right?"

"Shocks love sorry I forgot about our movie date. Kasama ko kasi si Leni bebi ehh. Sorry po" I tried to hug her but she removed my hands

Alice's POV

"Yeah right.....si Leni"

"Huh? What do you mean bebi?"

Ayoko na masakit na. Pag nag stay pa ako mas masasaktan ako

"Si Leni? Masaya ka ba pag kasama mo sya?"

"Syempre nmn po. Mag kaibigan kami eh"

Yeah right kaibigan...

"Risa..."

"Hm??"

"Mag hiwalay na tayo..."

"Bebi, nmn you are joking nmn diba??"

"I'm not. Ayoko na lagi nlng akong naiiwan, lagi nlng akong nasasaktan, lagi nlng akong second option mo.......hindi mo yon alam k-kasi Masaya ka k-kay L-Leni!!" I shouted while crying

" Tama na. Nag lolokohan nlng tayo, alam kong k-kahit anong mangyari s-si L-Leni padin yung pipiniliin mo. Si Leni nlng ba lagi? Si Leni nlng ba yung mahal mo? M-minahal mo b-ba t-tlaga ako? Yung sasabihin mong 'oo minahal kita' please stop lying alam kong sa una plng hindi naging ako.....ginamit mo lng ako. Pag k-kasama mo b-ba s-si L-Leni do you f-feel safe? Pag si Leni ba yung kasama mo do you feel the same when you are with me?"

"Of course n-" I cut her words

"Bullshit! Stop lying! Ano ba?! Hindi pa ba sapat na sinaktan mo ako? Ayoko na. Tama na. Pag nanatili pa ako mas masasaktan ako"

Risa's POV

Her words....I hurt her. Ang Tanga mo Risa para hindi maramdaman na nasasaktan na sya

"Bebi, stay, please stay with me"

"No"

"If I could only turn back the time I will treat y-" she cut me

"Oh come on, you will treat me right? Ngayon pa nga lng hindi mo na magawa eh. K-kung mahal mo tlg ako sana sa una plng g-ginawa mo na hindi yung kung kailan tapos na tsaka ka pa babawi" her words made me realize things.

"Tama na Risa tapusin na natin to"

"Wait no, no. Please no"

She didn't listen to me. She's walking away, I tried to hold her but she removed my hands. Bullshit Risa ang tnga mo!! I tried to move but I can't move my feet. She's in the door na.

"Alice, lagi mong tandaan na ikaw ang una't huli kong mamahalin...." I shouted.

The moment she closed the door not looking back. There I realized all the things I did. I hate myself letting her go.

-Fast Forward-

"5yrs na.....5yrs na Ang nakakalipas pero Ikaw padin Ang ninanais ng puso ko Alice. Sabi ko nmn sayo eh, Ikaw ang una at huli Kong mamahalin." I whispered. I'm here sa room ko. I saw Alice with someone earlier. She looks so happy without me, I haven't moved on yet. But I know someday....someday I can be free from our past.

And Leni?? We are no longer friends, I cut her off. I hope someday I can move on na. It hurts seeing Alice happy with someone and that someone would never be me.

I saw Alice at the park, she's with someone. You look happier, bebi. Tears started to fall as I watched them laugh.

Ako dpat yan eh...

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(First time ko lng mag write please don't judge me)
Feel free to correct me po Lalo na sa grammars

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