I want to be pregnant.

26/08/2024 - Introduction/Plan

Hi, My name is May. I am 14 years old (09 November) and I want to have a teen pregnancy. I've always wanted to be a mum, since I was little. But recently, I've been seeing content from teen mums and especially teens who are pregnant and just had the epiphany that I want that to be me. I want to have a bump and watch it grow. I want to have a child when I am young. I want to watch my child grow up when I am still young. 

I am so determined to get pregnant honestly nothing people can say will dissuade me. I am desperate to be pregnant. I don't care about what other people think. I know my family would be supportive and I am planning to change schools in the beginning of year 11 anyway. I am aware that some people say it's 'throwing your childhood away' but I'd happily make the sacrifice to bring life into the world. Most of the 'life' they are talking about is clubbing and partying which I'm not that interested in anyway. 

Honestly if it didn't take two people to be pregnant, I would be pregnant right now. That's my problem. I am a straight, mediocre looking girl, and I've had boyfriends when I was younger, one in year 5 and one in year 7, both of which I kissed. But I just have had no luck romantically the last two years. I have had crushes on a few guys however I either knew they were not interested in me or they turned out to be toxic. The only thing stopping me from being pregnant is having a boyfriend. Also I'm not scared of sex or anything. I would happily do it, I want to do it. The only other possible barrier is that my parents struggled conceiving me so hopefully I wont have reproductive issues of my own. 

My Plan

My plan to become pregnant consists of 6 steps. I plan to try and complete this in under 6 months, ideally asap but as I cant force anything to happen it will likely take longer.

Step 1: Try and glow up a bit; eat healthier, curl lashes, use skincare, study more and overall just try and be a better, more organised person. Therefore being someone more likeable.

Step 2: Put myself more out there at school, work (I work at KFC) and in public and be more social with guys, hoping that someone will find me attractive. 

Step 3: If I think a guy is into me, I'll see if he wants to hang out, not as a date but its a slow process.

Step 4: Once we're close enough ask him on a date. It has to be a guy that is loyal because I can't raise the baby alone.

Step 5: Once were dating, read the room a lot, if I think we're both ready mentally I can initiate intercourse.

Step 6: Hope and pray to fall pregnant. Try and have intercourse multiple times.

I know I'm being very ambitious and hopeful but its all I can think of and its consuming me, I have to take action to try and get pregnant. 

I'll update every week or if anything major changes (i.e. I'm talking to a guy). I hope someone else can resonate with this. If so please comment I'd love to talk. <3